Jesseb's Anything Goes

Who am I

2010-10-15T06:25:00.013-05:00

  You know as I begin to write this blog, It really never accrued to me even though I have heard at all my life and even preached it for many years that words we speak even in joking or jest cuts deeper sometimes then words spoken in seriousness and anger. especially when they come from someone who says they truly love you. It could be a Wife,a Husband, a Friend, a Family member, a Boyfriend, Girlfriend and so on you all get the picture. A lot of people all over the world has often heard the words, You will never be anything or amount to anything in life, Or your a nobody. now aren't those pretty harsh words .Don't they just cut to the bone.
  I am attending GED classes which I shouldn't have to be doing if I had been smarter and made better decisions in my life as a youth. but then again as I look back was it the words spoken or said, or actions or events in my life and maybe even yours that caused us to do the things we did or do, or is it merely an excuse to blame someone else for our failures. Well I believe that we sometimes have to step back and reevaluate thing of the past in our lives to see. Remember we're not looking for excuses but only mere reality. Things said in harshness and hatefully . Was it mere words spoken to us in our youth that transformed our very minds into thinking and believing that hey maybe I will never be or amount to any thing. Who am I
   I had a Dear friend tell me a few weeks ago that I was a nobody, well I never said I was, but those word cut deep and set off an firestorm of emotions in me that hurt to my very core, Words that I had heard all my life. But maybe  my friend was right, maybe to them I am a nobody, maybe in their eyes I will never be anything or amount to anything in life. Should I care about what they say or people think. Well Friends sometimes word again I say spoken jokingly or in jest have vicious consequence. First let me say before I go on ! That i wasn't going to mention any scriptures from the Bible in this blog. But I guess I have to.
   The Bible says And you all will have to look up the scripture and it is in the Bible, IF A MAN OR WOMAN THINKS THEMSELVES to be something then they are nothing. In other words it is saying that if someone thinks to be high and mightier than anyone else a somebody in their own eyes, they are in DANGER of a mighty fall. It isn't saying not to think of yourself somebody or anything, just be careful in the way you think of yourself because There is one way way greater then we, Who makes a somebody. and gives us the ability to do them. Yeah a lot of folks are born smarter and richer, some are born not so rich and or smart who go on to make something of their selves then has the nerve to tell them their a nobody well who are they, they are people who have forgotten where they have come from, and needs a reality check in their life. Nobody has the right to tell anyone they will never be anything or amount to anything.
I guess the reason I am writing this blog is. I was told I would be nothing as I have wrote. My GED teacher told me twice this week that I wasn't as dumb as I thought I was. That I just lack the confidence to believe in myself to know that I can do things. So the diliema is Is it or was it being told all my youthful years that I wouldn't be anything in Life. People kids are precious and maybe I shouldn't say this but I will some people shouldn't have kids, and some should. If you have kids encourage them that they can be anything in life they want to be. But also Let them know that no matter how much money they have or how smart they are. Do not look down on the little people. Because everybody can be anything they wan't to be in life. I guess i have chose to finally become something at 52 years of age. hopefully if God should hold off His Sons return I will be something and somebody someday just like the friend who thinks themselves to be something.

Ok Now that I am finished
Shalom and pray for the peace of Jerusalem
till next time jesseb

The Promise March 23 1985

2010-09-29T14:24:00.007-05:00

  Yea my son I speak unto thee this night, My eyes have been upon you from thy beginning and I say unto thee, thy place in my Church has been established long before thou wast ever known. And I say unto thee this night my servant, I have seen thee in times hard and when thou wast good ground. And I say unto thee this night for thy perseverance ,for thy faith, and for thy determination, I say unto thee this night. I make thee a promise. Thus saith The Lord of Hosts.
That I will bring about a fire upon the such as not been seen in many days ago, And I would bring thy people, thy relatives, thy kin to eat at the table with thee, and I would make thy enemies put under thy footstool.
   For thus saith the Lord of Hosts,Whom I choose and whom I ordain are those who will fight in my Kingdom. And thus saith the Lord of hosts ,again I say unto thee my servant before thou ever was, and before thy wast ever known, I had a place for thee in my Kingdom for thee. and thus saith the Lord tonight, Thou hast grown.
  I say unto thee falter not, trip not, stumble not but stand strong on My word, And I will put a fire on thy lips and Place a fire in thy eyes, I will make thy feet as white as sheep's wool,and as white as the Lamb, Saith the Lord of hosts. I will make thee to run as thou hast never run before saith the Lord of hosts this night unto thee.
   I have seen thee and what God has ordained let NO MAN PUT DOWN. My son remember this is what I promise you.

You know I have faltered some, tripped some and even stumbled along the way. But one thing I can truly say is God is still my God . He will always be #1 in my life even when I do stumble trip and fall, He has alway been there to pick me up, dust me off and forgive me. YES I do still stand upon this Promise .YES I do. Even though it was promised over 25 years ago. I have the fire, now Lord give me the desire I pray. Now what I do from now on with this promise is up to me. God my love for you has never wavered. Please continue to look over and guide my life. In Jesus name I ask this. AMEN

Shalom and Pray for the Peace Of Jerusalem.
Till next time jesseb

High upon a mountain or Down in the valley

2010-07-08T02:35:00.004-05:00

Brother and Sister, Friends Neighbors and children. I hope once again that God has blessed you all. There are so many song in the Christian world about. God being God oh and yes He is. a God that never changes. Once a God of Love always a God of Love. And a God with attitude, slow to anger but can be angered. yes that same God that lead Moses and the Israelites out of bondage, threw the red sea,and threw the wilderness. He is that same God. He changes not. We make mention of many songs of God. it is good to Know that He as well as his Son Jesus Christ are the same yesterday, today and for EVER.
Yes that same God that takes you to the top of the mountain is that same God the will bring us threw the valleys of our LIVES.Many times I have stood on the mountain top, and I have been threw the valleys just as much, I am learning once again to totally trust in him even more than I than I have already. As we speak to people about God it hurts to see people hurting. And it hurts me, but as God gives me the words to tell them. First you must repent, believe in Jesus and believe in his name, seek him and find him and he is faithful to His word to hear your prayers and desires. Friends and thats Bible. The same God high on the mountain is the same God in the valleys with you. Have faith and take heart that he will be there and see you through.
He is the one that said He would, this ain't jesseb's word that is Gods word and promise to all that trust and believe in Him. There ain't a mountain to high, a valley to low or a river to wide . that He can't take you over, through or around.

Shalom and pray for the peace of Jerusalem
till next time jesseb

To God be the Glory

2010-07-08T02:14:00.000-05:00

Hello again my friends, I hope that this finds all doing well. Hope God has blessed each and everyone of you. My hope is the Lord has and will open the doors of Heaven and pour out more blessings that you all can handle,We came to this text as we were sitting here listening to The Gospel Hiway Internet radio. I guess beside Jesus in the Bible my favorite people are Paul and King David. We are often times during the day reminded just how great God is. Not just by waking in the morning to a new day, or the precious breath of life. but also the beauty he bestows upon us everyday.
It is my belief that we should in some way some how every minute of the Let Gods name roll off our lips and out of our mouths. Some would say why should I call or even speak His name. well #1 your alive aren't ya, and some would probably say, But I don't want to be here. Well ain't nothing really anything you can do about it till its your time to go, so why not enjoy it ? In everything we do we should give Him ( God ) the glory. King David a man after Gods own heart set an example for us. rather a good example if I should say also.
Yes the same David who was in no wise perfect but the same a man after Gods own heart. Sure he did things that weren't right. Like sending a man out to the front lines of battle to die, so he could have his wife. and yes it almost destroyed him. But just as Noah found grace in the eyes of the Lord so did David and if they can we also can find grace. My Bible teaches me that there is but sin that wont be forgiven. and the is Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. So see that day that Jesus was hung of the Cross he open the door to grace for all. Doesn't matter if your Red Yellow Black or White, Asian or any other race. You can be forgiven.But in all things we do To God be all the Glory.
I made a decision about a week ago not to ever call upon His mighty name anymore. But then not even 5 minutes later I found myself calling upon his name. God has been such a vital part of my life for so long I really have no other to call on. Who has been there for me. In my childhood if it had been for Jesus, I truly believe I wouldn't be here typing today.David said all throughout the book of Psalms that God is great and greatly to be praised, and that is a Good saying. Let all give praise honor and glory to the most high God. Friend look around today, and see all the splendor of God and Him and all His Glory and beauty. To God be all the Glory.

Shalom and pray for the peace of Jerusalem
Till next time jesseb

Watch what you say and do.

2010-07-02T13:12:00.014-05:00

Hebrews 13:1-2 Let brotherly love continue. 2Be not forgetful to entertain strangers: for thereby some have entertained angels unawares.

THIS passage of scripture tell us, That we should always be on guard, With what LOVE, is it talking about just any kind of LOVE no, Not the kind of Love that Husbands and Wives experience most everyday. No what it is say, Let brotherly love continue in us all. What would be talking about. Its reall y talking about what Jesus spoke and talked, and what the Apostles preached and taught. Brotherly love, whether it be a Man, a Women, Boy or Girl, young and old alike. The Bible teaches us One thing for sure that we should love each other as Christ so loved the Church. Paul when he was alive and preaching the word of God SAID in the next scripture. 1 Cor 9;19-23.

1Cor 9;19-23 is this -19
For though I be free from all men, yet have I made myself servant unto all, that I might gain the more. 20 And unto the Jews I became as a Jew, that I might gain the Jews; to them that are under the law, as under the law, that I might gain them that are under the law; 21To them that are without law, as without law, (being not without law to God, but under the law to Christ,) that I might gain them that are without law. 22To the weak became I as weak, that I might gain the weak: I am made all things to all men, that I might by all means save some. 23And this I do for the gospel's sake, that I might be partaker thereof with you.

You see after we give our hearts to Christ we are to do more than just sit on a pew in some building whether it has a capacity to hold 75 or hold 5000. we all commissioned that day to take Christ to the world. whether it be in your own back yard or around the world. When the seventy was told to go out, they weren't told just Belton, Rogers, Killeen, or even Temple. AROUND every where were God has called you to that the word of GOD may be fulfilled.

Paul says That He was made all things to all me, and He pretty much explains the call. That is why out text to this blog is, Watch what you say or do. What ever it takes to when the lost. We must win them at any cost. It means sacrificing things to go above and beyond our call to Christian duty. We do live in a lost and dying World. And we need to be doing and being what ever it takes. Not sitting and moping because things keep happening to me. Friends when we can get over our Woe is me Woe is me why why why. then you can be about Our Fathers business.

Do you find anywhere in the Bible to were Jesus knowing why He was here on earth for, sitting around saying Woe is me, moping. No you won't. He was our example, and He lead by example.Which brings us again to out text. Watch what you say and do.

I went the other day to do my laundry .because I needed a large open face tumble washer to wash my comforter on my bed, I guess my grand daughter had spilt chocolate milk on it. And as I was waiting for the cloths to wash, I noticed a lady there Who had a T-shirt on from a place I had worked 11 or 12 years ago. I asked her if she still worked there and we begin to talk and as She was talking, I noticed that she would mention God. She would talk about how the place She works and I had worked at had changed so much and it's not like it was, and that's understandable look at the world we live in today. Nothings the same as 11 or 12 years little alone 20 to 50 years ago. And as She woukld talk She would talk about all the layoffs they had ,had and how they are over loading them with more work from being short handed. Did not Jesus say, come unto all that are heavy burdened and I would give you rest.

She was saying that they have been working 7 days a week to just keep up with demands. But then she says that the overtime mostly is voluntary. And it was hard to go back to Church because after being out for only 2 or 3 weeks it hard to go back, and the fact She feels guilty because she hasn't been paying her tithes. You know a lot of people misinterpret a lot of scriptures, Now don't get me wrong I believe in paying tithes, I don't pay them for the blessings God said He he would bestow on us if we did or do. But we are commanded to bring our tenth into the storehouse that His work be carried on and fulfilled. But as I was talking something came to my mind. What is more important to God, tithes our a Soul.

We don't have to go to Church to be saved. But to stay saved, By help and fellowship with other Christians Brothers and Sisters .By the time we had quit talk in about an hour I guess this Lady was crying, and seeking God. For what that was none of my business. But I have come to one conclusion, and that is That I preached for almost 23 years and If I never ever again step behind a Pulpit again in which in the future I hope I can. If just witnessing to the saved, backslid den, and lost is all God gives me to do. That will be fine with me, Because I will still be about my Fathers business. Thank you for the words when they are needed. Thank you for the Spirit.

Friends It's probably best to Watch what you say, You do, and how you act because as Hebrews 13:1-2 says - Let brotherly love continue. 2 Be not forgetful to entertain strangers: for thereby some have entertained angels unawares.

Till next time God Bless and Pray for the Peace of Jerusalem
Shalom
jesseb

John 14- 13 &14 Yep whatsoever and any thing.

2010-06-21T18:05:00.001-05:00

As I was reading this chapter and verse come to me. I have never really ever been one to doubt Gods word, Sure I get down and out sometimes, And begin to worry but Who doesn't. Aren't we all human, well maybe not everyone I do know some who thinks the Super human, But OH well life goes on and So does God. Thank God for forgiveness or we'd all be condemned to Hell. I really don't know why this certain Passage of Scripture come to mind or why the book I was reading kept going back to that page. I guess I was to read and share . The promise, is that the WORD OF GOD shall not come back ( VOID ) which it will not go out empty and without meaning, and will no come back empty,

IIsaiah 55- verse 11 says pretty much those same words. 11- So shall my word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.

John 14 13 &14- 13And whatsoever ye shall ask in my name, that will I do, that the Father may be glorified in the Son. 14If ye shall ask any thing in my name, I will do it.

Now as we get back to John 14- 13&14 there are Two words we need to look at closely.

#1 Is the word Whatsoever and

#2 Any thing

So when we went to look up the word Whatsoever it comes down to being the same word as Whatever. Which means Everything or anything . Any thing, Which means Any object, occurrence, or matter whatever.

So when we go back and read the Scripture we can rest assured that God or Christ can not lie. It's written right there in RED. As I was reading today I begin to wonder about something that I use to Preach about and I guess that's Why I am wondering now. If we were to go on and read a little further down in the next few verses you would see that Jesus said these things would happen, and If Jesus said it ,It is Gospel write it down and seal it on the tables of your heart. But see God neither His Son are Dummies either. Sure You see God gives us to the choice to Choose which path we take, It is His prerogative, to put certain stipulations on the matter. Yep whatsoever and anything.

The stipulations in which we are talking about, are ( Conditional ) Hey if he didn't we would think we could get away with anything. Get it, see we all can come boldly before the throne of Grace, We can with much Honor call upon the name of Jesus for whatsoever and anything and expect to receive of Him. Why because he said so. But that's if we keep his commandments. He will do anything and everything we ask of Him.If we live for him the best we can with much effort he sees our heart and knows it also. Why would he not. He created it. So if there is any thing what soever you want from God pray and it will be given to you. Weather it is His will , or the permissive will of God.

Remember one thing though, He know what you need even when you don't. So just remember John 14- 13&14 Ask any thing or whatsoever and you will He is faithful and just. I am

The stipulations are ,to live for Him and keep His commandments. Then whatsoever you ask, there shall not any thing be with held from thee.

Til next time

Shalom and Pray for the peace of Jerusalem

jesseb

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A Fathers day Prayer

2010-06-20T01:32:00.008-05:00

Good Morning to all the Fathers out there this fine Fathers day. Well its our day again and I truly hope each and everyone one of you have the type of day fitting for a King. You know I have found out over the years that Gods days should be our days and not Our days be Gods. But as I was sitting here pondering on this blog this day, I wonder and a lot my think I have lost the rest of my mind and maybe I have, but I wonder if Jesus ever turns to the Father in which he sits at the very right hand of and says on this Day, Happy Fathers day Dad. It was just a thought.
Today there will be millions saddened by the thoughts of Fathers that have gone on to be with Jesus. then again there will be Families that will gather with the Dads on this special day. There will in some cases be BBQ, Swimming, Some drinking, and just down right fun with DAD.There will be gifts handed out, hugs, and tears. There will visitations to cemeteries, flowers put out flags placed, just some of the things that Not only do People do on their Mothers days but this day also. It is a day, to give thanks for those Fathers here and those who have passed. To every dad I wish to You a very very Happy Fathers day.
Today I would Pray a Fathers day prayer, Not only for My Dad, Grandfather, His Dad or even the Step or half Fathers, But for all The Dads around the World who hold this day special . My prayer would be for all the Son's and Daughter's, Grand kids,that they would at least hug the neck of a Father weather it be their Father or Someones Else's. We have heard that Great old old song ( From the halls of Montezuma to the shore of Tripoli ). There are fathers in every walk of Life, Army, Air Force, Navy, Marines, Fire Fighter, Police, Sheriffs, And Deputies, and all the in between. Yes they are Fathers,

And yes this is A
FATHERS DAY PRAYER

Dear Gracious Heavenly Father I call upon you this day Dad to look all around this great round planet earth that You Yourself set in motion.My prayer to you would be Father that you will look down upon every gathering this day and make it a great one for all. And not to sound negative Dad, Bless each and everyone of them, Because as we know that everyday of Man is numbered and there will be some that will not make it til the next gathering. Father I pray that if I have any Favor or Power, That I can call upon you, But it is only up to you Dad, That from the Boundaries of Iraq , to the mountain regions of Afghanistan. From one end to the other end of this earth That you let no death come to any Father on this day, But as I said Father I leave that in your hand. Father I pray that your will be done in the lives of All Men, Today, tomorrow and forever. For all the Dads fighting to keep this Country and other Countries safe watch over them and bring them home sooner than expected safe and in one peace. for those Jesus Who protect us from the evil this world offers protect them as they protect and serve. For all the Fathers with Kids that are Grown, let them be a joy to their Kids and Grand Kids , as Jesus is to you Heavenly Father. and as we begin to hand out the Cards and Gifts or what ever it may be Dear Father Please let it be done in the Name Of Jesus. And Dad, Father God, let this be a day of days that you will pour out your conviction Spirit upon every Dad this day and let them turn their Lives over to your to walk in your ways and statutes. Father You are the only Dad I have left, and the only Gift I can give you is me, Father. thank you so much for all the Gifts that you have given me. Three great kids of my own and extras, Amanda, Jessica, Matthew, Malissa, Misty, Todd, My First Born and dearest grand child >; Emmy,Liz, Abby,Lil Adam,Big Adam, Dakota, Kevin, DJ, Lil Matthew, Precious Logan, Randall, Lil Daniel, Lil miss glamorous Kaiti. Brad, Kamri, And Stoner aka Stoney. And for any other kid I should have out there which should be known that isn't mentioned. Becky , Tawana, and My dearest friend and her family Gracie. Thank you so much Father for all you have done for me again I say.
Amen
Shalom and Pray for the Peace of Jerusalem

Happy Father days all Especially YOU Father God.

Under the Shadow

2010-06-14T14:59:00.007-05:00

Good morning, afternoon, or evening what ever time it may be that you read this, if you do at all. As I was watching One of my favorite movies it inspired me and got me to thinking about a thing or two. I have come to realize in My own life that I have said so many times that I knew Jesus. But when reality hit me I didn't know Jesus at all, I knew of Jesus. If I had of known Jesus I might not have faltered so many times. Some call Jesus ( GOD ), others call HIM the SON, but one thing is for sure, He is one of the Three that makes up the Holy Trinity. For those who do not believe in the trinity theory, that is your prerogative, some think of Him only as a Prophet..but no matter what you think He is, He is the Saviour #1, a Brother#2, and soon to be crowned King of Kings. Hey the Bible does tell us that the word of God is to NO one man's interpretation, which I guess is alright if the Bible tell us this. Can you say Amen.
There is an old song I have heard all my life just about and it is one that is as dear to me today as it was when I first heard it and didn't quit understand the words. The words to the song goes as this, "I love to tell the story, how a Saviour came from Glory". Brothers and Sisters, I am not a perfect person, I can't stand and say that I have never smoked a cigarette, a joint, or took speed, I can't ever say that a beer or alcohol has never touch my lips, or I haven't ever lusted or coveted anything in my life, and God only knows I can't say that I have never lied. If I had been free from all this maybe God would have taken me like he did Elijah and Enoch. Now that would have been the ultimate prize wouldn't it. But I am not Perfect and will never be, But I do hope to be somewhat found worthy When he splits the Clouds of Glory, to take his Children to be with him forever, in the First resurrection.
As I was listening to the movie that the text of this Blog came from, it derives from Psalms 91 verse 1 -8

<< Psalm 91 >>
King James Version

1He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty.2I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.
3Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence.
4He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.
5Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day;
6Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday.
7A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.
8Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.

Brothers and sisters, you don't have to live a perfect life, just close to it. NO man is perfect, and if you see or find a man who seems to think or say he is, stand away, way away, because lightening may strike at any time. Friends family and Bro and Sis there is coming a day that we will face the noisome pestilence, Jesus said we would in Matthew the 24th chapter. If you happen to believe in the rapture, and it doesn't happen, may God help all the souls who took men's word for it, and did not search the Scriptures or let the Holy Spirit show them what is true, and right and just. God is and has always been an equal opportunity God.
I do want you to know that if you should miss the first resurrection, in which the second death hath no power its no one's fault but your own.
The things that Jesus spoke of throughout His time here on earth even though it was so short, He knew what he was speaking. And he left us a promise that was filled in Acts chapters1 and 2, the Holy Ghost. The only thing Jesus did not know and still does not know is the day His Father will turn to him and say, "MY Son it is time, go get MY PEOPLE". You see friends, neighbors, family, Bro and Sis. YOU can't ride the coattails of a Preacher into the KINGDOM of GOD.Wives you cannot ride the shirt tails of your husbands into the KINGDOM of GOD. Children you can't expect to make it in on just what the Pastor,Teacher, Mommy or Daddy told you .
Yes the Bible tells us to train up our Children in the ways they should go. Well Friends one thing we have to realize is this, train them up and turn them over to GOD that's all we can do. He'll do the rest and that's a promise from HIM not I. Friends as I close this blog. DO you know of God or truly Know GOD and all the purpose He has for you? Say that I am right about the end days and we aren't raptured out, will you be found under the shadow of the Almighty God? I truly hope that I am in that day. That is my prayer daily. Amen

Shalom and Pray for the Peace of Jerusalem
til next brain thrust jesseb

Though I walk threw the valley! Psalms 23 v1

2010-05-28T01:33:00.007-05:00

As I start this blog, I don't know how many of you even read any of my blogs. But I have come to see and realize that when using social site when you go to post something ,on any of them especially Face book, if your going to post make darn sure you know what you going to say before, you write.
What I was going to type and write was. In a land and time many many years ago there were two Kingdoms Judea to the north and Israel to the south. The children of Israel got to the point where they wanted a king like all the other heathen nations around them had. So GOD gave them what they wanted as He always had, weather it was good and right for them or not. But he told them that the King would be a burdensome King. So He gave them Saul. he did as GOD said he would and worse.He turned from GOD. made all of Israel to suffer. But there was a young man, who would become the Future King of Israel, a man after Gods own heart. David, yes this same David who slew a bear with his hands,yes this the same David that slew Goliath the philistine. yes the same David who sent a man to his death so he could have his wife. yes this same little David who play the harp for the King he would replace as KING. yes this same David that the KING SAUL would become jealous of and would seek to kill numerous times.
What I was attempting to convey was the first lines of what David said in Psalms 23; when He wrote;- ( Though I walk threw the valley of the shadow of death,I will fear not evil. ). David from a very early age was chosen of God to be King over all of Israel. North and South combined and it did happen.just read 1st and 2 nd Samuel . David went through so much ,so much that none or a lot of people will never go through. Being chosen of God is not the easiest thing to be because no matter what it seems that there's a target on your back at all time, and I believe David knew that from the beginning. Weather God had or has called you from the womb, It's not only bad that we are born into sin but it's like a double jeopardy to be called from the womb, it you can understand that concept. Though i walk threw the valley of death~!
I believe that David knew from a early age as I started to state early that there wouldn't be a day that His live could be taken from him. He knew there would be struggles in life. But you know what, in all of this He knew that He had the one person on his side, weather he lived that day or died. He had The One Living God on his side, WHY? because of the promises God had made Him. that He would be His GOD.
Its was my mistake the other night on Face book to not clearly explain myself. no matter how many people cares for Me. All we really need is God. What i said and what was suppose to come out was two different things. What I meant to say that night was this. I am 51 going on 52. I was and still am a Minister of the Gospel of the Kingdom of God weather I ever preach again, no I am not being arrogant. But as the Bible speaks, I have made sure my calling, Yes without a shadow of any doubt I believe and know that God called Me from an early age also, even though it was not manifested til I was 21 or 22 years old. Do I still believe God is with me. Well I would be stupid if I though He wasn't. He said in his word that He would be my God no matter what with the exception of Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit. Has He God ever left me NO even though I've walked away a couple of times, Has he been there waiting on Me with open arms YES, The Bible tells me He was and Is.
All I was saying was don't call 911, is because I know where my walk with God is, and were we are headed. Friend, family, kids.I want you all to understand I thing. God is My God he is a living, breathing, walking, talking, all knowing,seeing, and powerful God. He for just me alone has done so much to prove to me that he is My God even though I have really never proved anything to him, He has answered me when I was not worthy of an answer. He has opened up the windows of Heaven for me even when I was not worthy. He has Blessed me every morning for the past 51 years and hope He blesses me with another 51 years of the precious breath of life IF He should tarry His Sons second coming. Everyday I ask God for forgiveness for everything I have done wrong and to forgive me those things that I can't remember that I have done . Wrong.
So see That is why I said though I walk through the valley of death . I have no fear. For God is my God and he watches over me. My comment had nothing to do with suicide! period

Though I walk through the valley of Death ,I will fear no evil.

Thank and til I do or say something stupid again.
Shalom and Pray for the peace of Jerusalem
jesseb

Whats love got to do with it.

2010-05-28T00:24:00.004-05:00

I have for the past few days been searching everywhere for exactly what does the word LOVE mean, I have look at what the world would say LOVE means, and I have looked at the Biblical definition of LOVE . And it makes no sense to me, and I am suppose to have a 3 and half year equivalency of college in comprehension. And if anyone out there can explain what it truly means maybe I can grasp it. It seems that the are different meanings of love. But I do believe there is a difference between, Love, infatuation, and lust. Love I guess is a love so deep that you are willing to lay down for family, kids,friends. then I guess infatuation is where you just have to have something or someone then when the new wears off you don't want it or them anymore. and then there's lust.
You see each one of these deals with one word love. weather we see it that way or not. Love for family is what is called unconditional love I think, Then infatuation is where you want something or someone to keep someone else from having it. Then I guess lust means wanting and getting it when ever you want or can. So what does love have to do with anything. as I can see nothing.
One thing that I will always remember is that my momma told me was to respect women. But she never said to love them. really don't seem to make sense but that's what she said. But how would you expect for her to say such a thing, when you live for seventeen years of your life and never hear the LOVE word not one time that I can remember and I have been told that I don't want to remember. Which is wrong. You know what as I sit here and write this blog, I can't remember anyone including my Grand parents even saying they loved anyone not even each other. I guess there was no love in our household. So how do you learn to love when you were never taught to love.
To be honest with you Love is way overrated. There's only two people who can LOVE the way LOVE was meant to be. GOD and HIS SON JESUS CHRIST. YOU can curse GOD scream and holler throw a temper tantrum use his name in vain and They will forgive you and love you. with exceptions of Blasphemy of the HOLY SPIRIT. So when a person tells another that they love you with all their hearts run. because its really not love. So whats love got to do with anything nothing.
Maybe one day I will find out and hopefully before its to late to really find out what love means and what it is about So if anyone was the rightful answer to this let me know.

I ain't quite there yet ( but I will be ) pray for those in need !

2010-05-21T09:12:00.011-05:00

Morning all. I would like to take this time to thank all who have prayed for me, and continue to, even when I have ask them not to. I know to those who do pray it sounds selfish. but sorry that just the way I feel. no not selfish, just pray for those who are in need. God is taking care of me as we speak. I sit here at times and wonder what are they praying and asking God to do to me and I can almost answer that question , I'm pretty sure I know what 2 of them are doing. This morning I would like to try and blog about. I ain't quite there yet! ( but I will be )
As some of you that have ever read any of my blogs knows that I suffer from - uni polar another form of being Bi-polar, anxiety, depression, social anxiety disorder and a few other thing I wont mention in this blog because they are different subjects. I myself believe that all of us who suffer from any of these disorders are in as bad of shape, and I believe that they rate right up there as being as bad a heart attack, strokes, heart disease, high blood pressure and so on and on. Anyone who has never suffered from depression or the others mentioned above has never woke up in the morning too it. As the Lady in the one commercal that say its like I have to wind myself up in the morning, just to get going. Well Folks for all you who have never suffered it before you rag someone who does or put down someone who does. Just watch that person.

Uni-polar,Bi-polar depression, anxiety is not an act. Those who suffer from it has to most days live behind a mask. Making everyone think that everything is going smooth and their in control, When really deep down in side all we really want to do is find a rock most days and hide and never want to come out.
All these different diseases affect people differently, some suffer through mild depression to severe depression. I believe it is easier to treat mild depression than it is severe for the reasons that, those who suffer severe depression hang on to it much longer than those who suffer mildly. I have suffered from all theses for many years and really never knew what I was going through until I was diagnoses as to having them. I know what some of you are thinking waa waa poor pitiful him. Hey laugh at me that's fine but there are millions of people who suffer the same thing. And there are millions how die every years by not knowing what is going on inside them. Its called suicide. Yes suicide
In most cases Different Doctors or phsyco Doctor tend to agree and disagree with weather Bi-polar and depression is Hereditary. well humm out of the 10 articles I have read on the subjest, 7 said it is and 3 said it was'nt. Friends finding the right medication's to treat the problems is a guessing game. I have been on several different medications and some help for a while and some either didn't work for me at all or made it even worse. Out of the 3 doctors who said that it wasn't hereditary. said that if those who suffered from the disease's would live a stress free life, eat a complete healthy diet, an get a good nights sleep, 8 to10 hours a night. then. that in some way would take care of most, (Get it most of the problem's. )

I would like to insert a couple of articles into this blog from some other folks who suffer.Even so, when a parent who is bipolar sees the disease manifest itself in a child, statistics don’t seem to matter anymore. It just feels as if the disease is simply hereditary.
Stacey Galka, 38, of Denver, is a single mom who was diagnosed with bipolar disorder when she was 26. At that point, her daughter was already 5 years old. Stacey says her own diagnosis was a relief because it helped her to make sense of why her life had always been so chaotic, but when her daughter was diagnosed with bipolar disorder at age 13, Stacey had trouble accepting it. “In all honesty, if I had known then what I know now, I would have never had a kid,” she says. “It was difficult enough for me to go through what I did."
Is bipolar disorder hereditary? Yes, bipolar disorder runs in families; it is the most genetic major psychiatric condition. It is more genetic than schizophrenia and major depression. If you have a parent or sibling with bipolar disorder, then there is a 10-15% likelihood that you will develop it. If you have a second-degree relative like a grandparent or aunt, then the likelihood is half that amount (5-10%).Bipolar disorder is vastly underdiagnosed. On average, it takes 20 years or until a person is almost 40 years of age, before bipolar disorder is diagnosed. Dr. Ghaemi explains that Bipolar disorder is overlooked for many reasons. Most people have a classic picture of a euphoric person as being manic. However two-thirds of manic episodes are not elated, but an irritable or depressed mood. To complicate matters, half of all people with bipolar disorder have lack of insight, so they do not even realize they are ill.
How does depression present in bipolar patients? Bipolar depression can look different in some ways from unipolar (major) depression. Symptoms that are more common in bipolar patients than in unipolar depression include:
Brief depressions. In bipolar depression, the average length is three to six months, but in unipolar depression it is six to twelve months. Some depressions are only 2 to 3 weeks in length. The shorter the depression, the more likely it is to be bipolar.
Atypical depression. You may sleep more and eat more as opposed to typical depressions where patients sleep less and eat less.
Psychotic depression. You have delusions or paranoid delusions. Or, you hear voices or see things. Psychotic depression is more common in bipolar disorder.
Post partum depression. Compared to unipolar depression, post partum depression is more common in bipolar disorder.
Recurrent depression. The more episodes of depression you have, the more likely you are to be bipolar rather than unipolar. More than 95% of bipolar patients have recurrent episodes, versus unipolar patients, of which only two-thirds have recurrent episodes.
Antidepressant effects. If you've had multiple trials of antidepressants and they don't work, you could have bipolar disorder. If you experience mania or hypomania while on an antidepressant, you usually have bipolar disorder. If you get better on an antidepressant, but then relapse into recurrent depressions, you may have bipolar disorder So see the definitions and diagnoses of the deseases vary from one to another. Friends I ain't quite there yet ( but I will be ) .
Friends as we all do who suffer from these deseases, we have our good days and bad days. And by saying some of the things in this blog, I hope to not offend any. But spend your time praying for those who are in real need. and that most important need is finding Jesus Christ as their Lord and Saviour. And making it not into the Kingdom of heaven as they think their headed. But pray that they make it into The Kingdom of GOD that will be set up upon this earth at GODS appointed time. That is the real need to be praying for. Not selfishly for me.
I would like to thank Stacy in Denver and also Dr Ghaemi for posting their articles for all to read. Thank you two very much.
Til next time Shaloam and pray for the Peace of Jerusalem
jesseb

Will a man rob GOD

2010-05-20T21:22:00.002-05:00

I know what a lot will think by just reading that text, and yes it does say in the Bible that if you do not pay tithes and bring offerings to the store house you are robbing GOD, that His work can't be carried on. But robbing God goes a whole lot deeper that money. THERE are just as many other ways of robbing God than that. I have often talked about my 22 years of preaching the Gospel, and I guess I need to pipe that down because that's not what I'm here to blog about tonight.
I found Jesus as my Lord when I was in my teens, even though being a teen with no support at home made it difficult to stay a Christian. So as things went I backslid for a few years but one thing that never left me was the feeling I had every service I did attend, (even though I was of the Baptist faith at the time), it was the feeling of chill's covering my arms and running down my back and over my body. It wasn't until a few years later that GOD would show me exactly what it was. I do not know if the Baptist have changed any at all, I haven't been back so I really can't say, but back then, you didn't raise your hands, you didn't praise the Lord, or even hear an amen as the preacher brought forth the word of GOD.
I guess they believe in the Spirit of GOD they just don't let it manifest itself as it did on the day of Pentecost. And I have been to a Catholic Church and I will not go into any details or say anything about them that might offend anyone, even though the Church world, or let me retract that and say most, think all Catholics are going to hell. Sorry folks not so, There will probably be more of them going into the Kingdom of God than any other denomination, but again this blog is about.
Will a man ROB GOD.
Every morning when we awake to the precious breath of life we have something to be thankful for, because we could have been one of the thousands who didn't wake up at all. It wasn't until I begin to attend a Pentecostal- Full Gospel- Non Denominational Church that God revealed to me what all the chills were all about. Some call them the Holy Ghost bumps, I call them the Power of GOD. As I sat on the very last seat in the very last row, the preacher called a prayer line. I was feeling the bumps, and laughing within myself as people were slain in the Spirit, then a still quite voice within me said , "why are you laughing? Try it you might like it". As I waited my turn in line with no prayer request, the preachers hand stopped about 6 inches from my head and whoosh, my feet left me and I hit the floor and my head hit the bench, and I felt not a thing. That is when I knew within myself that, MY GOD is real.
Will a man rob God.
Friends all through out the Bible in one place or the other we see where people did one thing and that was to give GOD the praise and honor He was owed. Today in Churches all around the United States it is hard to find one single church that will praise and worship God accordingly. King David, it says in Psalms, danced before the Lord a holy dance and the people sang praise to the most High GOD. Heck David says in the last 6 or 7 verses of Psalms to praise ye the Lord, Everything that hath breath praise ye the Lord, let the earth rejoice, trees sing, the mountains, birds, animals all praise God.
How about in Acts the 2nd chapter when they did what was told of them and gathered together in an upper room til they be subdued from on High. My Bible tells me that they were in one mind and accord. Brothers and sisters, there's a song that John Starnes sings that I believe tells the story about the day of Pentecost, "You never seen such SHOUTING going on".
Will a man rob GOD.
The Bible tells us that every time we enter into the Sanctuary of God, we shoud enter into His gates with thanksgiving in our hearts and enter His courts with praise. Friends, did you know that in heaven the angels sing praise and worship to GOD the Creator 24/7, continually? Did you know that the Bible says that if we hold our peace and not praise God that He would cause the Rocks and Stones to praise Him? You know the Church world wants something of GOD daily. And GOD being the truthful GOD He is, gives and gives and gives, then we as His so called children, ROB him over and over, again and again.
Will a man rob GOD?
Friends if you happen to read this and head to the house of worship this Friday night, Saturday or Sunday. REMEMBER you owe GOD. Now the question is will you continue to ROB GOD. You'll probably say well I don't feel nothing, remember this also folks, you get out of it what you put into it.

Will a man rob GOD.

Til next time
Shaloam and pray for the peace of jerusalem
jesseb

Trust

2010-05-20T20:14:00.006-05:00

I have often wondered in my life how many people, can't/don't believe in a God that is so real. If I am not mistaken doesn't ( Hebrews 11 verse 1 say that Now faith is the substance of things hoped for , the evidence of things not seen.) You know so many times we sit back and listen to people who often say that there is no God, if there were, things wouldn't be happening the way they are. WELL wake up world, that right there ought to tell you there is a Living God in heaven, and even though you cannot see him with the mortal EYE yes, He is there. Oh and by the way if there be any out there who will happen upon this and read it, You didn't crawl up out of the sea, and you surely didn't come from any Ape, Monkey, or baboon. My Bible tells me in the Book of Genesis the 1st and 2nd chapters that God made Two different sets of people. First a created people and in the 2nd chapter a formed people, and BEFORE doing that he looked at his Son Jesus, and said these very literal words, "LET US MAKE MAN IN OUR OWN IMAGE."

So now choose what you want, I choose to trust and believe in the Word of GOD. Did any of you ever realize that Darwin was a man, made the same way we were, from the dust of the earth. And have you all not realized by now that Scientist for hundreds of years now have tried to figure GOD out and haven't even come close. Did you know that is why they sent the Hubble telescope into orbit? To see if they could find heaven and SEE GOD. Friends, no man has ever seen GOD face to face and lived to tell it. GOD is so powerful. Do you remember reading about the tabernacle in the wilderness, and the Ark of the covenant, and the Holy of Holies? That is where the Power of God abode within. Have you not read about how many people died, just trying to touch the Ark, if you weren't the High Priest you best have left it alone.

Sure Moses when up on Mt. Sinai, saw the hinder side of God, but just seeing that part of God was so powerful, that the Glory of God was so powerful, Moses had to wear a veil upon his face. Now that we've said all that let's get to the part we started to write about in the fist place lol. TRUST

So many times we have seen the hand of God work in mighty ways, and I will be the first to say, to see the things God has done and will do is beyond the word awesome. Going through life can sometimes be pretty rough, and I'm not going to lie to you, and say living for God is easy, its not. Because trusting in someone such as Jesus is never easy because there's a price we all try and repay and he asks for nothing more than we serve Him with our whole body mind and soul. Well you will say to yourself before you finish reading this, that that's asking quite a bit .Some will say well I am and will never be worthy enough to serve God, well lets let God be the judge of that one ok. Trust

After all GOD has done for me just myself in the past 2 years I still have trouble at times trusting Him. I do know if it hadn't been for him I wouldn't be. And after 22 years of preaching you would think after all those years Trust would be one of my strong points . Well what can I say. I guess I wrote all this to get to this here. ( Remember when God sent Moses down to Eygqt to get his children and to bring then out and take them to the Promise land? well so many times before they ever got to the Red Sea they was some of the most cryingest, whiningest, complainingest, ungrateful bunch of people you could even imagine. Heck if you don't believe me read the Bible it is truth, and you will see what I'm saying is true. (Exodus 14 verse 13- Moses said unto the people, Fear ye not, stand still, and see the salvation of the Lord, which he will shew or show you this day. for the Eygqtians you see this day you WILL-WILL not see them again and for ever.

Friends I'm not perfect and today I found myself in a bad way, not that every day I'm not in a bad way. But I began to worry about certain things and wondering about this and that, and all the time I was saying, "God will make a way. God will make a way". Then I began to let things get to me, AND THEN after I realized something I've known for years, that worry can't add an inch to a persons height, then GOD began to work things out. I was upset about something that was supposed to be done 2 days ago and wasn't and then I find out my air conditioning in my apartment wasn't working and I got grandkids hopefully coming in 2 weeks, and yes I got angry, and I sinned, then repented. WELL, the thing that was to happen 2 days ago happened and they came to work on my air and it will be fixed in the morning. Praise GOD.

BUT the same words that Moses said to the children of Israel, that if I would shut up long enough to let God do what he says he'll do for me and his people, then and only then will things work out. TRUST

We can trust in God, or we can tie his hand to where he can't work. From this day forward, I will stand still and see the Salvation of the Lord . I put myself where I am today and he will see me through it. I will shut my mouth and never see again the things that happened to happen again. Thank you God so so much.
Trust such a small 5 letter word with such a powerful meaning.

Til next time Shaloam and pray for the peace of Jerusalem
jesseb

Who needs a stinking friends ? ( not me )

2010-05-14T12:52:00.007-05:00

Hello everyone, I will be turning 52 in the next few weeks and I really have to give God all the glory for that, It is a accomplishment I never thought I would live to see or even talk about, AND as I write this I know I haven't made it there yet, just a few more weeks. I often said that I probably wouldn't make past 25 and I guess that if I would have kept hanging around with some I hung around with, not only would I probably wound up in prison, but probably dead. I do know this without a doubt in my mind, That God had to be with me.

There was the time when a so called friend of mine (really not much of a friend really ) we were heading down to Leander Texas one night to see one of his girl friends and we left about 2 that afternoon and we really hadn't drank all that much maybe a six pack between use, which wasn't much since we could drink a case on our own a piece, plus at the time I was going to see my girlfriend at the time who was in the Temple High Band and i didn't want her friends to think she was going with a drunk, but that's enough of that, But knowing when God is with you and you've got a stupid friend who like to take not only his life into his hands but yours also. jeezzzzzz what an idiot, he was and I myself.

Here we are going down I-35 south headed toward Georgetown and this nut case is weaving in and out of each lane out of control even caused a few cars to leave the road way, and then a little further down the stupid road he's riding the tail end of an 18 wheeler, then to make things funner he trys to past the truck and winds up with 3/4 of the front end of the car under the trailer, on my side. Well need it be said we stopped in Georgetown at the local Texas stop sign ( dairy queen ) ordered a D Q dude and what happens before We even get to eat. A police man came into the place and begin asking who owned the baby crap green colored station wagon. Oh yeah the one you guessed it the one who ran folks off the road run up under the 18 wheeler on my side of the stinking car. Oh and we didn't go to jail, Thank God

Right there alone is 4 instances that God has been with me for a long long time.

Then there comes a time when you don't let bad friends meet your better friends because, well it just ain't good, I had a friend we called Smiley and if you were to ever see this guy you would know why. I still think at times he's my oldest daughters dad, She use to smile just like him until she got married and had 4 kids man that will take the smile off any ones face, but now back to the blog, Smiley had a 70 Chevy Malibu convertible man it was an awesome car, and lets just say it got wrecked, and we wont say who was driving at the time and leave it at that. Well he took the motor and tranny an put it in a 71 Malibu hardtop. never did run right but was still one awesome car.

Well this bad friend in which I had met Smiley., and Smiley being the better friend that he was let this bad friend borrow his car. bad bad choice. well 2 and a half weeks later he still hadn't got his car back. Well we begin to start looking for the car because the temple police said there was nothing they could do because he loaned him or let him take his car, well after about another week of looking for the car, one night out of the blue, we spotted the bad friend with one of his badder friends getting out of a car, across from thee VA hospital, and we begin to follow them asking were the car was and the bad friend would say anything at the time, well the badder friend I guess friend gets pissed i guess and pulls a 22 or 38 out of his pants and sticks it between my eyes, was it loaded hell if I knew I just lucky he didn't pull the trigger. We found the car, they had taking it ti Miller spring and was mudding and jumping hills.

Now there are 5 instances that God has been with me a long time.

You know, If you ever in your life really ever need a friend, one that won't wrong you, Choose Jesus for he is a friend that sticketh closer than a Brother . Also Jesus said put not your trust in man, B ut put your trust in him that will and will always be there.

There are many many other thing I could go into, about God being with me along time, but I have been truly blessed, Had not God been with me throughout my child hood I probably wouldn't be here today. All the physical mental and emotional, and other abuse we went through. Its a amazing. But he did give me a few good friends to help me make it and become a not great person but a halfway decent person. Thanks Job,Darrell, Jeff, Joey, and the rest, Jesse. May God bless you all. Amen.

Who need worldly friends not Me.
Until next time
Shalom and pray for the peace of Jerusalem
jesseb

What ever works, or dont

2010-04-18T10:34:00.013-05:00

I really don't know the meaning of what blogging is. I see a lot of folks use it for their personal use of trying to use to teach others a way to make money through blogging that when you go to their blogs and read and try and follow their instructions they make no sense at all, or is it a way for them to make money off you for trying to follow them or to cost American's money they do not have. Do not these folks realize that we are living in hard times? Oh well I thought blogging was supposed to be about different ideas, whether it was on sickness, personal feelings, up dates on whats going on in the world events today. I see nothing wrong with blogging about music, wrestling, Christianity, past tragedies, past drug abuses, divorces, sicknesses, and disabilities, automobiles, self helps, or even how you feel about things, and the list could go on and on and on.

I myself try and blog about what ever comes to my mind when it will let me blog, or even try write. Just about every thing you read about or hear about on the Internet as well as the television about scams that costs Americans hundreds if not thousand of dollars. that they did not have to be taken advantage of. I speak this from experience. We were needing help with our taxes to try and settle with the IRS for a lump sum amount. We went on the Internet and looked through hundreds of tax attorneys and look at all the BBB - bull crap ratings and found one that had straight A rating. Yes everything looked and sounded legit, the Folks were nice, sounded sincere, we agreed to a contract, that we would send them our taxes from a few years back, they would go over them make sure everything was OK and get with the IRS and come up with some kind of settlement deal. well not being the rich Folks were weren't we had to send them, so much money or give them access to our banking account, in which later we did.

NO THEY DID NOT RIP OUR BANK ACCOUNT OFF. But they sure took the money they said they would take, which was fine with us .They got their money and time kept dragging on we had the IRS threatening to garnish wages we did not have, and I have to say, they did stop the garnishment. Well we get a letter in the mail, also an e-mail from these same folks saying that that they had set up payment arrangements with the IRS , (we already had payment arrangements, we wanted a settlement)! Good grief people how stupid were these people or is it how stupid were we to trust such people? The stinking garnishment would have been lower than the payments they set up. OH does that sound like the arrangements we set up with these Folks? not at all. WE ask them to get a settlement for our taxes. then they had the nerve to send an E-mail saying we owed them still 50.00 or more dollars. jeez.

Well after 2500.00 dollars and a payment for the IRS, in which we have to pay almost s500.oo a month, I have to ask the question ? Doesn't it seem that all the Internet was set up so the rich screw the middle class and poorer and the rich keep get umm say rich. Friend I am not saying there are not legitimate offerings on the World wide Web, Heck there's e-bay and other trusted sites, Just be careful when it come to your hard earned money, Wasn't the Internet invented by --who other than the Rich? Friends don't wind up like me or us screwed, blued and tattooed lol. USE THE YELLOW PAGES.

WAKE UP AMERICA- I did -I think lol
til next time jesseb

Pray for the peace of Jerusalem and Shalom

The Brain verses the Heart (pick which one to follow))

2010-03-28T21:21:00.011-05:00

In this corner we have the brain, it is supposed to tell the whole body what to do; think, smell and see, it is supposed to give us the ump to get up and go. It tells our arms to move, our legs to walk, and our feet to go along. In the other corner we have the heart. It is said that without the heart and its constant beating we could not even live. So what the heck, which is the strongest and which one do we follow?

Our brain I do believe, tells us everything we should do, right or wrong. But then they say, well you should follow your heart. But, here's the problem, if you do not have a whole functioning brain that will not do as it is supposed to without taking several different medications, then doesn't that bring us back to another problem? What right does the brain have to tell the rest of the body to do anything?

Then what the heck, when you have to take medications to keep your blood pressure down to cut the risk of a stroke or heart attack, to me a person in such shape is in bad shape. They say that all these things are treatable. Hmm, but are they? It seems that every day we read or look at an article that all the things that they give you to take are hurting the person even the more. They have put so many different things in the medications today, that there is nothing safe anymore. Still the Brain verses the Heart.

So I am at this dilemma. Do I follow my heart, are do I wait for the brain to kick in? We have heard all our lives that there is such a thing as Devine healing, and yes there is Devine healing and it comes through one person and one person only and that is Jesus Christ, God's only begotten of Himself. Now here's the thing, we have seen God through his Son Jesus do healing and fix many things. And he still does I believe. But it is totally up to Him, God, whether you get healed or not. He knows the circumstances around everything. He is all powerful, all seeing and all knowing. He knows the hearts of man, every animal every living thing. He is God and never changes.

God knows what every single soul goes through in their lifetime, whether it was good, bad or just down right plain evil. A friend in facebook posted something a few minutes ago and I have always had a problem, and it has always made me wonder, if something was to happen, because i can show no emotions, does that make me a bad, evil, hateful person? I guess in the future I will find out probably sooner than later, but i prefer the later. (Just because my eyes don't tear up doesn't mean my heart doesn't cry, and just because I come off as strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong.) My Brain verses My Heart.

You know what's strange about it all? Everyone seems to know our brain and heart better than we do. And God knows my heart and where it stands, he knows it's desires, remember He is all knowing. But then again I will not use God. I have seen people over and over again use God and I wonder how many times will it happen til He says enough is enough? There is someone who I know who had slacked away from Church until they were hit in the face with reality, and all of a sudden it was back to praying and heading back to the house of God. All I could think was my my my. So...

Here I am again my brain fighting with my heart, and who, or should I say which will win? Well since it seems that folks seem to think that I can't make any rational decisions on my own, then it leaves me to follow my heart and believe what I think is right. There are sayings like "we can preach the word of God but we can't save a soul", "you can lead a horse to water but you can't make him drink", and this one may be the hardest one of all: "You can lead a heart to LOVE but you can't make it Fall".

I don't know if this made any sense but I can only hope.

til next time this is jessebs

Shalom and pray for the peace of Jerusalem

No Apology for the truth.

2009-12-14T17:47:00.008-06:00

I have mentioned a time or to about being a preacher for almost 30 years now, and at times I hit on hard times and did things I am not proud of. I backslid and lost most everything. One person who never gave up on me was the Almighty God. But now God has given me one more chance to prove myself and by the help of the Almighty God we think we might have a chance to make it. There was a time (which I have spoken of a few times) when there wasn't anything We could not ask God for and he wouldn't do, to the point to where I thought I was invincible, I sinned as everyone does.

Well this time around its got to be totally God's will or we won't do it, and there's going to be those who are not going to fully understand, but that's the way its got to be. I hope that anyone who reads this will agree that, it's got to be God's will or no will at all. Jesus please be Jesus in me. I was reading a book from a guy who some have said some terrible things about, but when you preach and teach the real TRUTH of God, then you're going to face persecution from those who profess also to be children of God. This man grew up in a Sabbath keeping household which he hated because it made him different then his friends, and they made fun of him. He could never do any of the school plays, football, or any sports. Well, that's the way it goes when you stand for the truth. But at his young age he didn't want the truth, he wanted to be like all the other normal kids.

Not only did they keep the Sabbath, they didn't celebrate Christmas, Easter, or halloween, (or any dead saints day). As a kid we celebrated Christmas but to be honest with you, I cannot remember too many of them and I guess that's the way it's supposed to be. Well as I read on about this young man it brought to mind my own family, how as they were growing up, I had come into the truth of God, and I realize the scripture that says if a man puts his hands to the plow and turns back he is not fit for the Kingdom of God. Thank goodness that God is who He says He is, long suffering and merciful. Because I feel for the first time in a long time that God has totally set me free from my past sentence of death by sin and been forgiven.

I really don't know where I stand with my children, they may hate me for the way I brought them up in the word of God , I do not know. But I cannot and I will not apologize for what I believe to be the whole truth and nothing but the truth of God in which I an in no way ashamed. The bible tells us to train up a child in the ways he should go and when he is old he will not depart from it. As I was talking to my oldest the other night she said a few things and she knows that it's not right. She said. "you know you did raise me." The next in line is trying her hardest to live the truth and having a hard time because when you are married to an unbeliever it's hard. Then there's my son, now I totally don't know where he stands on it, but I can only believe what the word of God tells me, that they will return to God and the truth.

Now, there is the wife, a pagan from birth lol ( just kidding ), who has served God on Sunday, (the day of the sun), and celebrated all the holidays, (not holy-days), then she began to seek God for truth, and wham, God, through the Holy Spirit, began to open her eyes to the truth about things she had done all her life. Friends and family it's not until you pick up the word of God and begin to read and study in sincerity that God reveals His truth. There is another scripture that says, "As for me and my house we will serve the Lord", In truth, honor, sincerely, and in obedience we will, and if any has a problem with that, we got one word for ya, PRAY.

God is the greatest , put your trust in Him, you'll be glad you did.

til next time jesseb's

Shalom and pray for peace of Jerusalem

Oh no, where did he go.

2009-12-13T16:00:00.004-06:00

Hello all, hope this finds all doing well. It's that time of the season once again, people are out and about getting together gifts and food in preparation for the day ahead. At this time in the blog we won't even give the day a name for the name means nothing any more. Let us remember one thing, blogging is about our feelings, is it not, expressing our views and thoughts. We have wondered for many years now why people keep saying let's put Christ back into christmas. May I ask when was He ever in christmas? When I was growing up we can't even remember a time at our house or at friends and families houses a sign of Jesus Christ anywhere, so why do we try now to put him back into it, shame shame.

As we were growing up we weren't a christian household neither was any of the others, except for my great great grandma. We were never lied to as children are today by telling them that there is a Santa, spelled differently (Satan). People as well as parents don't realize that waiting a long period of time traumatizes the kid, and causes distrust in the parents. Oh well I guess that doesn't matter anymore. its tough when the day comes that you have to tell the kids that all those times you were leaving those cookies and milk for Santa, was merely for you and daddy. Or when you took the kids to the mall to sit on Santa's lap that he really wasn't Santa at all just some jolly old man in need of money and a job that time of year.

You see even I, not being a bible scholar can tell you from reading the bible that there was only one thing to do, (only 1 ) the Lords supper and foot wash. He said, "as oft as you do ,do in remembrance of me", even though as oft doesn't mean every time you want. Everybody wants to put Jesus Christ back into a day He never was in in the first place, Everyone uses the excuse tjat Jesus is the only one not getting a gift, which is true Have you ever thought of how they are shaking their heads at the fact that they see billions of people every year go out and spend billions on billions of dollars to modern day Babylon. I understand in writing this that this is my beliefs and understand there is others that believe this way, and we're not trying to change anyone's beliefs, only God can do that. So instead of always saying let's put Christ back in Christmas, lets just leave Him out, He was never ever there in the first place.

He never celebrated it and His apostles and disciples never celebrated it. If you do your homework, it was celebrated many hundreds of years BEFORE Christ was ever born!! So keep celebrating the day, just leave Jesus out of it.

til next time jessebs

Shalom and pray for the peace of Jerusalem

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Living from behind a mask.

2009-12-09T22:14:00.008-06:00

Mask what is the definition of a Mask;- something that conceals or disguises something else, such as true feelings or motives. We see and hear all the time about folks who go through their entire life living from behind a mask only to be caught at a later time in life. Every hidden thing shall come to light at one time or the other. There are those who do drugs that you would never think would do such a thing, we always think of it being the low life white or black man, but it's everywhere. It's not only a black on black thing, just like murderers, killers, crack heads and so on and on, who would have thought that the guy in Cleveland Ohio that killed all those women, would be a black serial killer, no one has ever heard of that up to then it was always a "white man" serial killer. See how easy it is to stereotype a person.

Just like people who live with a disease called manic depression, uni-or bi-polar. agoraphobia, panic -anxiety disorders. At times, if you didn't know it, you'd never know they had it. To me out of all of them, I myself think that depression is maybe the easiest to detect on any person when it hits and again I will say that from personal experiences. Being able to get up one morning and you're fine, and this may last several days then all of a sudden, bamm, its got you down for the count, and it hangs with you longer than the good days. They say there are medicines to help, and maybe there are, but how many does a person have to take to even just live a half normal life. well it depends I guess just how severe you have it.

Then again I am at the belief that the longer it goes without being treated the longer it will take to find the right treatment or medication to treat it. I myself have had depression only to find out that I have all the other mentioned diseases, uni-polar, panic anxiety disorder along with depression, along with being one step close to having a heat stroke, that this body is wore out at 51 years of age. We don't know which of the above diseases caused us at times to give everything that we have in our body, no matter what the cost, pushing pushing, pushing til the body says no more. For the simple fact is that when these people are explaining what is wrong and their diagnoses they never talk plain down to earth language. It always seems to be over an under educated person's head.

They ask you how long have you had these feelings, its like, Duh, all my life, then they look at you and ask, "well why have you waited til now to do something about it"? Ah, if you don't understand it, how do you get help. I take medications but anymore they ain't working, and trying to get in to see the people you need to see are always (or it seems) all booked up or not taking new clients. So as it seems I'll continue to live behind the mask, hoping they'll find the right meds to half at least get me straightened out.

til next time jessebs

May God bless you all,

and Shalom and pray for the peace of Jerusalem

Memory take me away

2009-12-08T06:18:00.008-06:00

The reason why we titled this memory take me away, is that if skin -so- soft ain't helping my skin, calgon surely is not gonna take me away. I know, look at my gator legs lol. But memory take me away has nothing to do with DA skin. It's about going back to a happier time in life, well a little was good and a whole lot of the other, rough. I can vaguely remember a lot of my childhood, and sometimes I really don't want to remember much of it. I had a step dad that was in the military, and God rest his soul, but then again at times I wonder if he even had a soul. Oh well . But I had an uncle and aunt we stayed with at times when we weren't at my grandma's and grandpa's. That's when he was gone overseas. And I can remember some of the times when we could be just kids, even though that was only til about 7 or 8 years old.

But as I can said I can barely remember being at my aunt's house and it was pretty cool. waking up at six in the morning because usually we were on pallets on the floor. Uncle would come in on Saturday morning and watch television before he went to work. Uncle was an alcoholic, (and yes I guess I came from a long line of them), but I can remember watching the different cartoons back then and I look today, and can only say memory take me away.

What ever happened to Tweety and Sylvester, or batman and robin, what about tom and Jerry, mickey and Minny mouse, Pluto, Donald and daffy duck, the road runner and coyote, speedy Gonzalez, and all the good memories. Back when barbie and ken was in and ken was macho, or GI Joe. What about Archie and jughead and the gang, Josie and the pussy cats, Clark Kent and Lois Lane, and I know I'm missing a lot of them, oh oh my heroes the three stooges.

Now a days its oxigons and boxigons, transformers, batman, (who doesn't even look like himself), the joker, riddler, penguin, robin, cat woman, woo woo, (just kidding), power rangers, anything that has to do with evil is what we see on today's television. Oh memory Oh memory take me away. Sadly enough they have taken and changed all the good for the bad. What about the stinking wrestling, laying around the living floor on Saturday nights and watching the Von Erich's wrestle, especial Fritz, or Wahoo McDaniel, kabuki, the iron sheik. the road warriors, Jake the snake, the junk yard dog. Now we got all the pilled up bunch of actresses calling themselves wrestlers, hogwash. Looking at the women wrestlers, ain't a one of them all natural, get what I mean. What ever happened, like Tim Mcgraw said, back when a coke was a coke the wind was all the blew, crack was cracking a joke and a spoon was a spoon. Oh what memories.

Then there was some we won't talk about much, because none of them are alive today to defend themselves, lol. About the times I would sneak behind the chairs and drink their beer only to crawl out from there to the middle of the floor and flop around like a fish outta water. ah the good ole days, But I can remember years back when having to quit school 3 years in a row to help support (should I put it nicely and say help support the family) or just go ahead and tell the truth, support my worthless, oops, stepdad. I shouldn't have said that on the Internet hi-way. I remember working on a Podunk farm to sell veggies at his Podunk vegetable stand, just to have 3 years of my life wasted on lost dreams and selfishness. I can remember 25 cent cigarettes. and 35 cent gas, wow those were the days huh?

And, (not to hurt any ones feelings who reads this), if only I would have married my first true love would anything have helped at all? we'll never know. Like that song little Texas sang ( what might have been ) no it wouldn't have worked either I screwed that up too outta respect and a drunken stooper. Alcohol does not pay. You know deep down, I'd like to have some of the younger days back and be able to rid my mind of a lot of the other. Like having the old cartoons back, and thats a shame because besides one other thing, that's all I would want back. Don't get me wrong, I gotta, soon to be, good wife, who was and isn't yet lol. 6 good kids and the juries out on 1. 10 great loving grandkids and the juries out on 1 of them too lol. They say it's not good to live in the past, and maybe it's not, but it sure sometimes relieves tension and stress just to talk about it. but all and all, Only with God and my Lord Jesus Christ all is good and to all for now good by.

til next time, God Bless
jesseb's
Shalom and pray for the peace of Jerusalem

When I've gone the last mile

2009-11-30T11:07:00.005-06:00

You know they say you can't go back and change things thats happened even 5 seconds ago. But if I could I would suredly try to change a lot of things. They also say you have to live with the cards you are dealt. well if I had it my way, I'd ask for a new hand. Myself as well as countless on thousand upon thousand of people just here in the USA, just like myself, we weren't born on the other side of the tracks as to say, no silver spoon, no ira's, or college funds set aside. no we are the ones who have to fight for everything we got. Christianity in my house was nothing unless it was taking the church for everything they had and then when the well went dry, that's all you heard about church. I guess if it hadn't been for my late, late, grandmother, God rest her soul, I would have never graced the inside of a church building. And I praise the Lord for her.

They say that it's not good to look back on the past, but look to the future, but how can you look to the future when so much of your future is in the past. Growing up in the house I lived in was pure hectic to say at least. Like thousands of other young kids who had broken homes, life wasn't easy, especially when your mother remarrys a man she met in a beer dive. not to say that my real dad, which I never saw with my own eyes (and if I did was to young to remember), I've been told he was in no way a saint himself. Oh well maybe I will get to see him on the other side in new jerusalem, this is my hope and prayer. But as I look back I guess all the beating we endured made us better folk, I guess, I really can't tell.

But just to survive was not in itself easy, taking on different personalities, just to help us make through. we firmly believe that if God hadn't been there with us, we wouldn't be here today. The rule was, kids only spoke when spoken to, dare speak, get beat, then speak, get beat. what a win win situation huh ? Having your every move dictatated was grrrr. having no life was worse, But when Ive gone the last mile I know all will be well. to have to grow up the way we did as a child, and knowing that thousands upon thousands of others had it the same way makes one just break down and cry. It has taken many years for me to shed a tear for anything, or anyone and at times it's still tough to cry. When I lost my mother earlier this year, instead of crying, I felt thank goodness, this is over. Did I love my mom? yes. did I love my mom after all the abuse she and my stepdad put me through, yes but it was and still is tough.

Now that I look back at all the wasted years, what should have been and not should of been in my life, would I still change things? YES, I would. And the first thing would be, that the first time that I met Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour, I would have held onto Him for dear life. You see I wasted so many years of being a form of godliness, denyng the power thereof. I knew of Him, but really never knew Him. But now that I know Him and what He was and is capable of doing, I can no longer look back. For today the future is ahead of me. For all the mental, physical, and verbal abuse I grew up with, I have no one else to thank, but God the Father, who brought me through it all. As that old old song goes, I wouldn't take nothing for my journey now. By the help and grace of God I pray that my feet never again slip backwards but walketh forward from this day. That when I have gone the last mile of the way, Jesus will look at me and say these words, "enter in thy good and faithful servant".

Friends, you can make it the last mile of the way also, just trust in Him, Jesus.

til next time jessebs

Peace and Shalom to Israel

p.s. Please when you pray, pray for the peace of Jerusalem

Priorities

2009-11-27T21:13:00.004-06:00

We go through life never knowing what tomorrow may hold, whether we'll live out the day or wake to face tomorrow. We rush through our everyday life. Most of the time it's one step forward, two steps back. We wake each morning as most do to a 8 to 5 or 9 to 5 job, seems like we see our fellow workers more than we see our family. To those who are not family oriented it really doesn't matter, but to those who are, it's pure torture. For most of us its rush, rush, rush, to others, it's who cares. As kids we watched our moms and dads have to shove off to work, and most think man don't they have it together, but deep down do they?

Do they live behind a mask that you as chilldren never will see til maybe it's to late. That those strong parents really aren't as strong as they seem but are hanging on by a thread, and at anytime, it could unravel. Sometimes in most families things are great, in some families it isn't, but who's the blame, mom or dad, dad or mom, mom or the child, dad or the child. The answer would be none of the above. In this rat race world we live in today, we somehow have to have priorities.

I have always been amazed at those who have their ducks all in row, that everything is lined up perfect. Then there are those of us who struggle each day just to have ducks. People say we are dealt the hand we have been dealt. And maybe we are. Not everything in life has a silver lining. What we as children dont realize is that it takes a lot to raise a family, until we have a family of our own. It is then that we find out everything in life isn't peachy. In life again I say we need priorities. what is yours?

As I was writing this a thought from the Apostle Paul came to my mind. Paul once said, "I must be all things to all men", seems to be such a busy statment and why do we say busy. Paul, even though he had Christ Jesus in his walk, but being the christian that he was, he had to be all to everyone, what ever state the people were in, he was there. If they were down, he was down, if they were lost and without Christ he had to lower himself to be able for those to see where he was coming from.

And even though he had to be all things, He keep his priorities straight. As we should in our lives everyday.

# 1 God first and foremost and everyday work to please him only.

#2 Family second and only second to God.

#3 work and what ever comes after that.

Friends these are the priorities we should have in our life everyday.

I truly believe that if we put God first and foremost he will surely make the time for you and your family and then he will bless the works of your hands. We so many times never set things in order, we watched our parents work themselves to death, and never had time for family, little less God. So, let us learn from their mistakes and set a few priorities in our life. That all may be good with you and yours.

til next time jessebs

Truly Thankful

2009-11-26T23:10:00.002-06:00

Well I guess as everybody knows, today around America, we celebrated one more Thanksgiving. Ours was with just part of the family, wish it could have been with all, but when some live in Texas, Oklahoma, Alaska, Korea, and Arkyville, sometimes its impossible for all to get together. But it did not damper the moment that we gave thanks to the Almighty God, for our family, friends, freedom, soldiers, and His son Jesus. I don't know what everyone gives thanks for, but I believe everyone who had to eat, and those who may not of had all they wanted, gave thanks. The dressing was great, the sweet potatoes was great, the ham was awesome (not that I smoked it myself hehe) the store bought rolls was good, the cranberry sauce was good, oh no they forgot the cranberry sauce, now that's just unAmerican. But I guess the greatest thing about today was that we had good felllowship and there was no arguing. That's a miracle in itself. So I hope and pray that all had a wonderful Thankgiving and that all was blessed and ate well.

til next time and may God Bless

jessesb

What are they thinking ????

2009-11-16T17:10:00.007-06:00

You know when I gave my heart back to God, I know we are not supposed to (even though I have known for a long time) run down, put down or even talk bad about our elected officials in any way, but pray for them. And I am still not going to put them down and so on and on and on, BUTTTT, What are they thinking? Whose idea was it to bring these (supposedly just 5) terrorists to America to stand trial? If I am not mistaken, it could be well over 150 of them. Man the people wanted change, well we are all getting it whether we wanted it or not.

I guess years ago when I began to first serve the only true living, undying God, and began to seek Him for the truth and nothing but the truth, I believe it was the Holy Spirit that began, at that time to look out over the world, look at the sin that plagues this earth, (back then yes we had murder and killing, robberies, rapes, kidnapping, serial killings), but at that time we didn't have kids going on rampages killing dozens at a time in our schools. But now it seems to be an every day occurrence, whether it's elementary, junior high, high school, community colleges, now major colleges, wow what a sad sad world. Now babies being abducted from their very home, parents killing, or having something to do with their disappearances, toddlers, well its very sad.

We also had one of our worst days in American history, 9-11. When the very people we helped with our American dollars became powerful as well as a lot of other rogue countries who have the nerve to stab us in the back, turn on us all in the name of allah (yes little ( a ) because he isn't God). Isn't it enough that we have enough killing going on here now in our once great country, that we have to bring these people here, opening the door for all the sleeper cells here, so they can carry out their missions with even more fierceness. How many people can remember that great saying of a lady who ran this country for 8 years back in the 90's, who said it takes a village to raise a child. Heck I don't know what village or tribe she comes from whether it is the moabites, jebusites, sodomites, hittites, muslimites, canaanites, luciferites ?? But I am glad of one thing, praise the Almighty God, I didn't come from her tribe or village.

Friends we haven't seen nothing yet, but just wait. Just as the early Isrealites, who wanted a King to rule over them instead of God, (He granted it, He gave them Saul), you get what you ask for. I am not slamming our former President Bush, at least his heart was with America. Well America wanted a President of change instead of one with Christian values and a true American born American. Well the tribes got again what they wanted, a snake in the grass which they praised and worshiped, now they are finding out he ain't what he said he was all about. And friends just wait a few more days for the next round of HOG WASH coming out of Washington. Terrorists tomorrow, one world government next.

So what are they thinking about bringing these people here? The very ones who calls us the infidels, the great satan. Wow now if those words ain't of love I don't know what is lol. I guess as a whole we all asked for this mess even though we didn't elect it, so tighten your belts, open your eyes and pay close attention to our near near future. What were you all thinking ???

til next time this is jesseb's

Shalom and peace to Israel

May God bless each and everyone of us.

A Fathers Love

2009-11-12T05:03:00.004-06:00

Good morning all, I hope this finds all doing well. As I awoke this morning within me I felt something wrong. The Spirit within me seemed to be heavy and grieved, for what I do not know. But I feel sad for the world we live in today, not because of the shape it's in today, I can't do anything about it, that part was foretold many years ago. I guess its because I hate the enemy so much and can see all the hurt, deception, and destruction of the human race. I'm not talking about cancers, aids, herpes, or any other diseases humans have to face. But the moral decay that we have become. I am sad for all who may never find Jesus Christ as their Savior, and for those who profess to know him and really don't. For God hast said that those who truly loves Him are those who keep His Laws and Commandments and writes them on the tables of their hearts.

You know its one thing to know [of] God, but its totally different to [know] God. For all my passed years of thinking that I really [knew] God, today I feel that I really didn't know him like I should have. Yes God did do a lot of things in the past to show me who he was. But I really, I guess, never grasped just who He was, is, and will always be. Since I've turned my life back to Him, I have finally realized that I have needed a Dad, a Father figure in my life. Maybe if we would have truly excepted God as a Father, I could have been a better Dad, because there is nothing like a Fathers Love, and nothing he wouldn't do for his child.

For John 3: 16 has said all along, - For God so loved the world, that, He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever should believe on Him should not perish, but have everlasting life. Friends there is nothing like a Fathers love. Then I think back to all He has done not only for me in the past but others also, and and wonder if just saying thank you God is enough. For He is my Father first, and my God. I have a brother that is a true brother in Jesus on whom I know, He will never turn on me. thank you God. We go throughout our lives though, thinking of God as only a God of love. (Which is a true saying.) Then He opened my eyes in a scripture. In Revelations Chapter 3, For those who I love, I chastise. He will not be afraid to correct us.

Like I have said already in this blog that I knew OF God, but didn't know God. All my life I professed to know Him, but it would be so easy to walk away and turn from Him. And I will never be a poster boy for the Kingdom of God but I'm striving, that's all I can do. That's all we can all do is strive. But God loves us all, for He is a God of love, but he will chastise [correct] us. If we would really think about it and give some thought to it. There is really a short list of things He expects from us.

If we expect a Fathers love should we not obey Him? In Exodus 20, He gave ten commandments which are not hard or stressful. People believe Jesus did away with them but not really, He said he didn't come to destroy the Laws and Commandments of God, He just explained them properly. The first four are for our service to God, and the last six are for our duty to men, Jesus said we are to love God with all our heart, our mind, and soul. Those are the first four commandments, and to love and treat men, the way you want to be treated, these are the last six commandments.

The list to gain the Love of God

#1 God said if you love me, keep my laws and commandments. Not the commandments and doctrines of men.

#2 Trust solely in Him and Jesus. [ and put not your trust in man]

#3 Believe that Jesus is the true and only Son of God and believe the Holy Ghost is the Spirit of God and Christ.

I may have only covered 3 things, but they are essential to finding the true love of God.

A Fathers love goes a whole lot deeper and further than I can ever explain, but just maybe if we truly do service to God, He will truly show his love towards us.

til next time,
jesseb's

A Fathers Love

Shalom and peace to Israel

With God all went well

2009-11-09T04:40:00.008-06:00

Hello again friends, its me again the local Internet menace lol, I hope I'm not known as that. But again I have to give God the glory due Him this day. God gave us the opportunity once more to preach His word. It was great being in God's house once again and being under the annointing, it was glorious. After the shaking calmed down some, having not preaching for almost 9 years, the Holy Spirit did what He does best, Preach, again I have to say Glory to God in the highest.

God gave us the message to preach, "Let us enter his gates". Our text came from Psalms 100:4, let us enter His gates with thanksgiving in our hearts, enter His courts with praise, again I have to say God was and still is awesome. To some preachers, preaching to 45 people isn't such a big thing, but this little church used to have if I heard right close to one hundred and fifty members, then you know how it goes, like any other organization satan slips in and divides and destroys. its been a while since that has happened but only by the grace and mercy of God will this little Church heal and begin to grow again. 45 people ain't all bad in the world we live in today.

God let us begin our message in the book of Ezekiel 37:1-10. where God lead Ezekiel into a valley of dry bones, and in the spirit God shows him heaps of bones. God commanded Ezekiel to prophecy over the bones and as he did so God caused the bones to come to life, oh yes an exceedingly great army. Friends we are living in a time when not only is this world in trouble, but the Church world as we know it is in greater trouble. Jesus talked about a great falling away of the saints in the last days. We've been preached for over 200 years that we are living in the last days, and we would have to say that it is somewhat right, because there were and still are prophesies being fulfilled today. I believe today more than ever from the studying of Gods word and research of Biblical history, Bible scholars, and ancient world history, that the Church world has been deceived into thinking that a secret Rapture will occur, and that people have lost all hope in faith not only in Christianity, but God and His Son Jesus Christ.

I realize that the rapture means { caught away or called up } but where are you going to? heaven ( God forbid ) Friends the only time your going to go to heaven is if you were to die and go to the grave, and your spirit goes back to the Father. Jesus said no man has ascended to heaven to the Father except the one who came from the Father, the Son. Friends, Brothers and Sisters, I glory not in myself, that I preach and tell you the truth and the whole truth but God will require your blood on my hands if i don't tell you the truth. I'm trying to make it onto the 1000 year reign with Christ Jesus and take as many as we can by the Grace of God, on which the second death hath no power. I do not count myself to be a doom and gloom Preacher, God is just, fair, full of mercies upon all that will listen and hear what the spirit says.

There are so many misguided souls out there and my heart and soul cries out for them, My prayer would be and is, that people would once again turn back to God and seek his true word. not something men thought up back in 1824 and was never preached by Jesus or the Apostles. Friends, No where in the Bible (being the only true word of God we have to live by, which has never changed), does Jesus say He was going to rapture his people or church out of here before the great tribulation happens. People tend to preach and teach that even though Jesus himself said I will come as a thief, but He did not mean to mislead Christians he came to save them.

Jesus was only saying to His children TO WATCH AND BE AWARE OF WHAT IS GOING ON, THAT IT DOESN'T COME UPON UNAWARE, AS A THIEF coming in while no one is watching so will He return. Jesus used two great examples of how the world would be and what shape it would be in when he returned, As the days of Noah were before the flood Matthew 24; 37-39 But as the days of Noah was before the flood, so shall the coming of the Son be, [ 38 ] FOR IN THAT DAY BEFORE THE FLOOD THEY WERE EATING AND DRINKING, MARRYING, AND GIVING IN MARRIAGE,until the day noah entered the ark. [ 39 ] and knew not until the flood came and took it all away, so shall the coming of the Son of man be. we didn't give every verse disputing the theory, But we can.

If anyone can go into the word of God and show me where the theory of the Rapture is and pinpoint the sure word of the theory, I'll eat my Bible, it may take awhile because there's alot of food to eat in the Word of God. I'll even go as far as to say this, I'll put my Bible up against your man's theory and Gods words will never fail. We sorta got off our subject that we preached last night, but the Spirit of God that is within seems to get upset about millions of people being lead astray and mislead. And please dont take my word for it, and don't bother asking your pastor, ask the one who will never lie to you -ask God the Father to reveal the truth to you before its to late, Pleaseeeeeeee I do beg this of you friends,

But as we said we preached last night, on Let us enter his gates with thanksgiving in our hearts, friends, we need Jesus truly more now than ever. Friends, Brothers and Sisters. we need to go to the house were we can worship God in total fullness, with our whole hearts. we need to give him glory and praise ever day of the rest of our lives, before it's to late. so please consider the house of God that He places on your heart, and let the Holy Spirit move you in the worship of the Most High God. Serving God is only a small part of what we can do in return to Him who gave His Only Begotten Son, on a cross on Calvary.

well hope this make sense and will stir your hearts, not only to seek God's true Word, but also return back to Him while we may still find Him, and once you find Him, worship Him in praise and honour

TIL NEXT TIME may God bless you

jesseb

All in the name of ????

2009-11-07T04:37:00.008-06:00

You know we wake up each morning to the precious breath of life. Many days we just rush to take a shower, have breakfast, our cups of coffee or soda and that's the way many of our lives start. Do we ever look at our loved ones and tell them just how much we really love them, or is it just a peck on the cheek and a mere love ya then we're off, to face the day. You know I have to say something about My God because He should be the most important person we wake up to each day. Did you pray when you woke up ? Did you thank Him for that precious breath of life He placed in your lungs this morning ? Or even say I love you Lord.

Every morning when we wake up we wake up to a totally different day. I may not wake up and right away tell him thank you for life, but I can say without boasting I do thank him every morning before I leave my home. It's just a small thing we can do for a Man who they hung on a Cross almost 2000 years ago. We find ourselves looking to the heavens at all of God in his splender, seeing the sun how it is set in it's place, the color of the trees this fall season and for letting me awake and He being my God.

But as we said we awake to a totally different day every day. Anymore, (not that it hasn't been around since the beginning of time, ever since Cain slew Abel), murder and killing seems to be a part of our DNA. You know it wasn't part of Gods plan for the world to be the way it is, but He gets all the blame because He created mankind. No one seems to stop and think who really is the blame for the way this world is today. We use the title of { all in the name of } for a reason. Our world has become calloused so let's blame God, because He lets all this happen. A lot of folks have no clue, who is really the blame.

No one seems to know about the war in Heaven. There were millions, hundreds of millions of angels, and certain angels had leadership of thousands of other angels, like the arch angel Micheal or the arch angel Gabriel. There was at the time one mightier than they, his name was Lucifer, he was with God before the earth was formed. Remember there was a time when this earth was dark and void and had no form, he was with God then and knew what God's true plan for mankind was. But Lucifer being the greater of the angels, along with his cohorts or angels he was in charge of, knowing God's plan thought an evil thought. (The first sign of egotism.) He knows all that there is to know about God, that God is a God of love.

After studying the subject- is the devil for real? He is literal. He, Lucifer, as we said a few lines up, along with his cohorts, (which are known as demons and unclean spirits), conspired to take over Heaven and the war was on. (which Lucifer and his band of followers lost). It says that God cast Lucifer and his angels out of Heaven and gave him dominion over all the earth. How do you think he was found in the garden of Eden? He is the very one who deceived Eve and Adam and got them kicked out of paradise. We see here that this was the first ever sin on earth to take place outside of Heaven. Rebellion, lying, deceit, and cunningness, the Bible says, that he has many names, Lucifer, the serpant, satan, shining star and so on and on.

Adam and Eve ate of the tree of knowledge and knew right from wrong, and it followed through their seed, Cain. The deception in the garden of Eden was the first evidence of Spiritual murder. { SIN }. When Cain slew Abel it was the first evidence of carnal murder. So again we ask the question, { All in the name of ????.} When God gave satan dominion over all the earth, he was set free to do what ever he wanted. You see I really don't believe that it was in God's original plan for men or women to have to labor { or work }. It wasn't in His plans for women to have to go through birthing pains { or labor pains }. His plan was for mankind to be fruitful and multiply, and bring forth children who would serve the only one true God. So just who is the blame for the world the way it is today ????

From the way I see it, mankind has brought the world to what we know it as today. Everywhere we turn in life, we see killing, stealing, adultery, coveting { folks wanting more and more}. It's all about the benjamin's anymore, drugs, alcohol, it's all about how much more can I get while the gettings good, wars and more wars. We here in America fight more wars than any other country on earth, but there are different types of wars that we don't fight here at home, we don't fight the war on hunger, homelessness, education, abortion, or even the wars the Veterans have to fight in their lives everyday. We are a sad, sad people.

I know this blog is long, and if it bothers you for being so long, you didn't have to stay and read it, lol. Friends, growing up, all I wanted was to be a Marine, but because I didn't have an education, they said no, sorry we can't use ya. I didn't want to be anything else, Not Army, Air Force or Navy, they didn't seem to me to be tough enough. Please don't get me wrong, we are fighting wars right now over seas we shouldn't be fighting, we need to be here fortifying our borders against the evil which the Bible says-they will think an evil thought, let us go up against the unwalled city, and pilfer and plunder. Friends, there are only 3 countries on earth who will always stick together. None of the others give a hoot about us, all they want is all they can get from everyone. Guess what? Satan wants more also, your life, because he knows he can't have your spirit.

Friends, this world as we know it today, we cannot blame on God. Man, with help from satan has made it what it is today. But there is coming a day very, very soon, when God will take his vengence, on satan and all his workers. ALL the abortions, baby killings, raping, murdering, all those of riches and those who oppress those who cannot help not themselves, Every sin under the sun (not Son) will be addressed. Right now it's all in the name of satan, but soon and very soon it will be in the name of Jesus.

Let he who has eyes see and those who have ears hear,

til next time just tell God how much you love him everyday, because He loves you more

thanks jesseb

Life in small town USA

2009-11-01T01:25:00.004-05:00

For anyone out there who doesn't live in a small town under 4000 people, you ought to one day try it, I think that you'll find it neat. We moved from a fairly large town in Oklahoma which I always called siren city, because it seemed like 24/7 all you ever heard was either a police, fire truck, or ambulance all the time. we now as I said live here in a small town and it is great. Ozark Arkansas, there about 3500 people here and all in all its pretty quite here. Weve been here 5 months now and Ive only heard sirens twice, it could be that all the crime is on the other side of town lol, just kidding, but all and all it's pretty much like any place else, there's drugs here and alcohol, and the teens can be somewhat rowdy, heck if you read the once a week paper here it seems like every young boy and girl just about under the age of 22 has had there drivers license suspended. other than that all and all things are great here, When we left Oklahoma we were both sick and my wife is a little better, even though very little, and I still suffer from depression quite a bit, I believe we're going to make it I think. my neighbors say we'll find no help here and I begin to wonder if moving here was the right thing to do, But if God be for us who can be against us. Here in Ozark we have a mini walmart, a pretty large grocery store, (just don't by the pork) lol, no kidding on that one, got a fire department, police department and sheriff office, 6 or more bank's, 2 different electric companys, 1 gas company and 4 liquor stores and any church you can think of and man, I kid you not the cost of living here is wonderful. They have assistance programs to help folks with bills at times, they have a gleaning season here in arkansas to help those in need of food, Now I think thats really a cool thing, people helping people, Jobs aren't so plentiful here in Ozark, but there are plenty of jobs around the area if you really aren't lazy and want to work. Also the people are really friendly here and dont snub their noses at you, or haven't at me yet. we live in a sub division here and loving it, its good to be in a place where kids can still go out and play, There is always someone watching out for the kids here, thank God for that. You wouldn't think that in a small town of 3500 that there would be much to do, but theres always something going on here and something to do or see, so if you ever get to come on down to Ozark Arkansas and check it out come on down. I really think you'll like it in small town USA.

til we write again jesseb

times change, so do people

2009-11-01T00:37:00.007-05:00

Hello everyone, again, it's good to have the internet again and to be able to blog. I have missed it so much, and from the last time I blogged my life has turned totally upside down. What I mean is that I have rededicated my life to God the Father and His Son Jesus Christ and can't even begin to number the many blessings he has bestowed on my life. All I can say is that God is good but even better, He is Awesome. Every time we have called upon His name He has been there, just as His word says He would do and be. Often times in this last 5 months I think of how Abraham was told by God to get out of his country from around his Father and land, and that God would bless him and make him a great nation. Now I'm not in anyway saying that I am anywhere close to where Abraham stood with God. Heck no way am I. But back in January or February God gave my wife and daughter a vision of us moving to where we are today, and even though God never showed me a dream, vision or anything of the sorts, I guess you can say I moved through faith. And God has showed us His mighty hand in the last 5 months so much that it leaves me speechless more times than once. Again I say God is an Awesome God. I don't know how many who have ever read any of my blogs, remember me mentioning that I was a minister at one time. well since I have turned back TO God, and even though I haven't preached as of yet, I believe that one day soon God will allow me to preach again, and I know that it will only come in God's time. For the Bible tells us that the gifts and callings of God are without repentance. He will not take it away, and He will never say He's sorry for giving any of His children a gift. I know that God is going to move in some way. I really don't know when, where, or how, but He will, for God is God and He will always be God. I do need to say that anyone who has ever read a blog of mine and found them offensive, rude, or foul, please forgive my stupidity. Now God is the most important Person in my life. I thank God for letting me come home, as did the Father who let the prodigal son come home. Until my next blog May God bless everyone who reads and let them realize that God is always waiting in the shadows for us to come home.

til next time God bless jesseb

kids kids kids do the strangest things

2009-05-21T21:54:00.006-05:00

We've all heard the old saying kids say the darndest things, yeah they also do the strangest, stupidest things at times. I have 3 kids I love very much and an extended family of 3 plus 10 grandkids. Dang I feel so old, lol But they're all good kids I guess, I'll let you know when I get 70 or 75 years old and if they ain't put me in a nursing home by then, they'll all be great kids. My son Matthew is turning 25 this year and when we do talk I love it when he says trust me, I really do he's a good young man. He'll be 25 and getting married in September to a beautiful, smart, warm hearted young lady, she'll keep him in line lol for sure. Then I have an eldest daughter I love very much but don't get to talk to her or my grand kids there very often but I guess she's a good girl also. But I think she's a momma's girl, no offense intended. I have 3 beautiful grand daughters from her and a very handsome grandson who looks to much like his dad,lol, and has killer blue eyes, her husband's a good man too, I Love them so much. And to my problem child she 28 she's an alright kid but has severe issues lol, I have 2 handsome grandsons from her great kids, strange momma, lol

This one is a very strange, strange, and strange girl, Her grandpa used to have this saying I adopted, It's "take my advice, or do what you damn well please". Guess what? Yeah y'all probably figured it out already, she's a do as she damn well pleases, lol. She's a great girl also, she just has this weird saying she says all the time, it's "I wish I'D listened to my dad". Dang it girl how many times have we heard that? uhhhhh 4 or 5 or more, lol. Well you know the Bible says to train up a child in the way he or she should go and when their old they will come back to it, but jeez where did this girl got her training from? I don't remember any of this stuff the way she does, lol. I won't go into details I don't want to embarrass her, so when I say kids do the strangest, stupidest things y'all can read between the lines ok. I'll leave it at that. lol

well by for now jesseb's

The answer, A peace that passes all understanding

2009-05-20T20:23:00.010-05:00

At this time I find myself looking for answers to the questions in the last two blogs I wrote. Questions 1 & 2, where do I start? We talked about marriage, divorce, having children, but we didn't mention the most important part of everyone's life, GOD and JESUS. I failed to mention the HOLY GHOST and eternal life. We tend to do things in our life as we said before, some things we regret and and some never ever regret any thing, whether or not it's right or wrong. Some don't believe there will be a judgment day and then there are those who knows there will be a day when every eye shall see and knee shall bow. But let's get back to some answers. Again we say life is what we make of it. Some are more fortunate than others, then there will always be those who get nowhere in life. The word of GOD says it plainly that the poor will be with us always. Those who have never been in that shape will never understand it.

It really doesn't matter what side of the tracks you come from, but that's just my thoughts on the matter, because good can happen, as well as bad can happen to anyone. I myself do not ever want to be filthy rich but just have enough money to be happy in life. I have read the book and have read what the end is to those whose money is the only drive they have, and guess what? They may be rich but they're never happy because the only thing they can think of is more ways to make more money. What does the word of GOD , the bible say about it. 1 Timothy 6:9-10
9) But they that will be rich fall into temptation and a snare, and into many foolish and hurtful lusts, which drown men in destruction and perdition. 10) For the love of money is the root of all evil: which while some coveted after, they have erred from the faith, and pierced themselves through with many sorrows.

See I want all to see the scriptures for themselves it doesn't take a rocket scientist or even a biblical scholar to understand the word of GOD. It plainly says that they have fallen into temptations and snares and many foolish and hurtful lusts. It says that the love of money is the root of all evil, and I know a lot of men who would beg to differ, and say the scripture should read the lust of women should be, well sorry its not like that it says money. Money causes men and women alike to err from the faith. All it is saying is that once men get to the point of having everything they need in their lives, such as riches, they have no need to have to depend on GOD for anything. Dividing them from ever needing GOD after, until something goes drastically wrong, then there once again calling on GOD. Then there are some that don't know that the Bible says that GOD HEARS NOT THE PRAYERS OF THE WICKED. Sounds pretty tough huh? Well it is, the word plainly tells us that there is only one way to GOD, and that is through JESUS CHRIST and the Spirit of GOD that draws one to the Father

Proverbs 15:29- 31- 29 The LORD is far from the wicked: but he heareth the prayer of the righteous.30 The light of the eyes rejoiceth the heart: and a good report maketh the bones fat.31 The ear that heareth the reproof of life abideth among the wise.
But if we look up in that same passage of scripture to verses Proverbs 15: 8-9 8 The sacrifice of the wicked is an abomination to the LORD: but the prayer of the upright is his delight. 9 The way of the wicked is an abomination unto the LORD: but he loveth him that followeth after righteousness.
Friends the reason I try and show you the scriptures is so that you may see them for yourself. I am to scared to tell you something that's not biblical, if you find me cowardly, I'm sorry. When we go to 1 Timothy 6:1-8, it tells us a lot of things to watch out for; the way men carry themselves and the words they speak. but when we get down to verses 4-8 If any man teach otherwise, and consent not to wholesome words, even the words of our Lord Jesus Christ, and to the doctrine which is according to godliness; 4 He is proud, knowing nothing, but doting about questions and strife's of words, whereof come envy, strife, railings, evil surmising, 5 Perverse disputing of men of corrupt minds, and destitute of the truth, supposing that gain is godliness: from such withdraw thyself. 6 But godliness with contentment is great gain. 7 For we brought nothing into this world, and it is certain we can carry nothing out. 8 And having food and raiment let us be therewith content.

To be content in the world is to live for GOD, the scriptures tells us not to forget to remember. We came into the world with nothing, and it is certain we can carry nothing out. It is every young person's dream (or most all of the young people), to grow up, hopefully get married, have kids, get rich if possible so they don't have to go through what a lot of people had to go through growing up. Heck it's not bad to think that way, I even thought that way, it just didn't work out that way. Yes I got married, had 3 wonderful kids of my own, had a good paying job, and even served GOD, I had it all. But as it said in the past scriptures, money is the root of all evil..(the lust of). All was well in my life until money became more important. You see, I've been there, done that. But I'm not alone. I've seen it time after time, but it ain't for me to judge anyone, how can I?

I wrote all this to say to all that reads (and hope it makes some sense), it doesn't matter what we do in life, growing up is not bad, getting married isn't bad, having kids ain't bad, all is good. But I will say this, that doing all these things without GOD on your side, just makes it tougher to make it in life. No, He didn't promise me or you a silver platter, or a bed of roses, He just told us in the scriptures above: having food and raiment let us be therewith content. Am I saying GOD wants us poor? Heaven forbid, no. He just wants to be there to help us through our lives. And no, GOD is not a glory hound, but all glory goes to GOD, and belongs to Him. Some may read this and think I am crazy, and yes I am a little nuts but no, not crazy.

Life again I say is what we make of it and I know you all are probably tired of hearing or reading it. But what I told you that you can have and live in is peace. Philippians 4:4-7 [7]Rejoice in the Lord always: and again I say, Rejoice. 5 Let your moderation be known unto all men. The Lord is at hand. 6 Be careful for nothing; but in every thing by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known unto God. 7 And the peace of God, which passes all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus. Read the scriptures, it's right there before your eyes to see. THROUGH IT ALL GOD CAN AND WILL give you a peace that passes all understanding. I have found we can do life the hard way or we can make life a bit easier and trust in a GOD whose peace passes all man's understanding. All men can do is tell you about the peace, but men can not give you that peace, only GOD through his SON JESUS CHRIST.

You see when God's in charge all things work to the good, but a lot of times we tend to let satan get to us in other ways, so, when GOD gets ready to work, satan clouds our minds so bad GOD gets set back to the side and can't work.
Friends I know it was long but I hope you enjoyed.
Thanks jesseb's
Shalom and Peace to Israel

Questions ????? Part 2

2009-05-13T21:19:00.009-05:00

From our last blog we said there are a lot of things we do from the cradle to the grave, and we put forth a lot of questions. But there are things far more important than school, college, marriage, children, or divorce. There are a few more important things, such as GOD, Christ, and everlasting life. There are a lot of different beliefs out there and I guess that's what makes the world go around, as the saying goes, different strokes for different folks. That is why GOD lets us choose how and which way we go. He will not force us to serve Him. Glory be to GOD the Father in the Highest.

How many of us can remember the first experience we had with GOD?
How many of us can remember the first time we attended a church service and was overwhelmed by the presence of GOD?
How many of us can remember our first communion, or our first confession?
How many of us can remember our first Lord's supper and foot washing?
Can you remember your very first Vacation Bible School?
Can you remember the first time you went to the altar, and God met you there with open arms?

We can always remember the bad things that have happened to us. But how many good things can we remember that out-way the bad? Murphy once said , What will happen will happen, there's no two ways about it. Life is what we make of it. It is like coming to a crossroad with a 4-way stop and having to wait your turn. We all come to many forks in the road in this thing we call the game of life and it is not always easy to choose the right way to take. But we should always remember that we don't ever have to make that decision on our on. I have always believed that life can throw us curve balls. See, we fight against powers in high places, and no matter how hard we try to do the right things in life the enemy will always be there to throw his monkey wrench into everything he can to keep everyone he can down and out (down trodden) . I do not want to make people think that once you become a child of God, or start serving GOD, it will be a cake walk. He never said that we would get everything on a silver platter, it just doesn't work that way. But we will cover more on this in the following blog, I hope my friends and all will understand where we are coming from. QUESTIONS.

Ephesians 6:12 For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. This is the answer to the monkey wrench and he knows how to use it well. If satan doesn't have us already he will be trying his hardest, no matter what it takes, to get us. Remember those who he has already he will use to do his handy work. Again we ask, "How many of us can look back and remember any of the questions that have been asked in this blog and remember the better times in life"? I hope we all can. And, if you can't, in our next blog following this one we will show you how you can remember the better days.

Whether it was when you first got married, your first child, the first time you met Christ as your Savior or just the joy you had that you have lost along life's journey. So if you want, check out our following blog for the answer to most of these questions.

until then thanks again jesseb's

Questions ??????

2009-05-13T20:16:00.008-05:00

How many times have we ever just sat back and watched the world go by and it make your head spin?
How many times have we just sat back and wished we could do something productive that others would appreciate?
How many times can we look back in our lives and feel accomplished at the end of the day?
How many times do we sit back and think about if I had to do things over again we'd go back and change a few things in our past?

Can we look back and remember the first A we got on a project we did totally on our on and to feel that rush of satisfaction. Or remember back at the first time you kissed the guy/girl you'd been trying all through school to get and you finally got him/her and your heart just melted inside of you. These are a few things that we face in our everyday life, and yes only a few of them. We didn't mention graduation day from high school or the college you were accepted to, we haven't mentioned the first job you ever had. What about the first car you ever had, maybe it wasn't the one you wanted, but all together it was a ride and it was all yours. But life moves on from high school and college.

There are things that happen to young and old alike all throughout life. Life to some can be a fantasy world. There are those who meet the love of their lives and marry and live together happily ever after for the rest of their lives. That alone is one of the greatest accomplishments. But then again there are those who find love and seem to be happy until troubled waters arise then happiness becomes devastating. But, never give up there is someone for everyone out there. Can you remember that first fling? Was it love or just puppy love. There are so many scenarios out there that we go through from the cradle to the grave.

There are so many times in our lives that we have looked back and said if I could go back 20 years I'd change a lot of things in our lives, then you have them who look back just to say I wouldn't change a thing. (That is when you truly know your are content with your life.) But there are folks like me at 50 going on 51 that if I were to go back (and 20 years wouldn't help), changing anything, lol.... Again we say there are a lot of different scenarios out there we haven't touched on yet. I know a few people who become devastated not being able to have children, to some that's grounds for divorce so they can find someone who can produce.

Then you have those out there who have hearts bigger than the world that would gladly adopt a child and take them into their life and make them their own. Then there are men and women like my wife, who could not have kids of her own, but gladly and happily took on the role as a mom, and grandma to kids who were not even her own. She has 2 sons and 4 daughters and 9 grandkids and hope I didn't miss any. (plus many more that call her mom and grandma).

But we spoke of something earlier in this blog that happens in our lives from the cradle to the grave. This is a 2 part blog hoping to keep them shorter. Stay tuned to page 2 of this blog.

thanks jesseb's

Another daily gripe

2009-05-13T00:04:00.009-05:00

Well here we are again it's 5 minutes after 12;00 am, I should be in bed but I just wanted to start this which will probably take a couple of days I really hope not but may. Yes I still look around at the world we live in daily and just sometimes all I can do is shake my head , and then others, I try and do what my doctor said I should try and do for 30 minutes a day, is to laugh, which most day laughter is just a far away thought, Most days just reading the news or hearing the news is enough to depress the depressed even further into the state that they are in. To me those who do not watch the news are probably trying to live in a glass bubble or scared to death. Then why do I still read and watch it then? to keep a heads up on world affairs.

I remember reading back in the 30's or 40's that when the stock market crashed that there was al ot of folks who committed suicide. and how it must at that time been pretty tragic to a lot of families, businesses closing down, the folks who had every thing they had invested, that lost everything. The only thing I really can't figure out is how many years did it take for things to bounce back to almost a 50/50 % society. ( what I mean is how long did it take for the Americas to recover from what had happened?) As of May the 8Th 2009, the jobless rate jumped to 8.9%. which multiplies out to a a lot of Americans are still out of work, and the way things are still heading it will reach the forecasted level of 10.9 % by the end of the year.

I have noticed also that the price of gas here in McAlester, Oklahoma has jumped 17 or more cents per gallon in 2 days, heck tomorrow it may be up a dollar. Just this morning I was reading on Msnbc where home foreclosures are still on the rise it said it had jumped 32 % and at least 342,000 people received at least 1 foreclosure notice in April. I was sitting here just now a question popped into my mind, wasn't the economic stimulus package in the past supposed to go to troubled banks to help with the trouble housing market, to buy up all the bad debt, so bank could start lending again? Was it not supposed to help us Americans buy up the bad debt, and mortgage our Grand kids future, so that thing will be better now than then?

I read an article earlier this year where one of the big wigs in Washington said that those who pay their mortgages on time should be treated differently than those who don't. Well I can understand that to a point. But I believe that things happen such as job loss, layoffs, sickness, and yes circumstances beyond mans control, hurts our ability to stay up to par on things such as financial obligations. I didn't read the article but seen the head line where foreclosure had hit the wealthy. I feel for all people who have to go through such a thing, but it is also good to see that it can happen to other than the little people.

Then we have the Automotive Industry that is in the saddest shape ever, It seems to me that the Obama auto task force that he assembled is taking its toll on the industry by setting deadlines for them to follow the receive bailout money. The question that is stuck in my mind is, Is Obama trying to destroy American a little at a time? Sure seems that way to me. The slogan he used to win his campaign, "No taxes and creating more jobs". I knew when I would hear his slick talking to anyone who would listen to him in all his town hall meeting says, we are all about change. WELL THEN OBAMA MAKE SOME CHANGES FOR THE GOOD.I mentioned 2 paragraphs up about how GAS had rose 17 cents in to days, well here we go again,

We can't build new cars because the market just isn't favorable for it, we can't buy new houses because they're not worth what you have to pay for one. we cant afford mortgages, we cant buy new cars because everyone has a fear anymore that the warranty on it wont be covered, and all these are legitimate worries. But the way I see it is from what I read the stock market is so up and down people are scared to do much of anything there anymore, but I can see one thing they seem not to worry about and that is crude oil prices or raising electric bills and natural gas, heating oil all continue to raise. WE can't buy a car or build them, cant buy a house or pay a mortgage, but our Government will let them milk us out of what little we have left. Through the rising cost of utilities.

Friend I write these articles to get peoples opinions and feed back on how they think things are going or should be, so feel free to comment and leave an opinion at any time and if there is a blog, that I have wrote earlier go back and read them also and comment. That will be fine with me.

So til next time
Thanks jesseb's
Shalom and Peace to Israel

TRYING TO TELL IT LIKE IT IS

2009-05-12T23:10:00.006-05:00

As I sat here tonight and a thought came to me, but first, before I start I must say, MY heading on my blog page says that anything goes which means that anything that comes to my mind I in someway will try and write about it to the best of my ability, at times I may use words that doesn't seem to be to some as appropriate, and The word of God says these very words. James 3:1-2 [1]My brethren, be not many masters, knowing that we shall receive the greater condemnation. 2 For in many things we offend all. If any man offend not in word, the same is a perfect man, and able also to bridle the whole body. Friends I have never said in any of my blogs that I am perfect, that I am not. I would like to at this time before I go on, to clarify something, I AM NOT PERFECT ( ELIJAH AND JOB AND CHRIST WERE THE ONLY PERFECT MEN, so if I offend you all in any way, let me know and I will see what I can do about it. I talk about GOD and Christ in a lot of my blogs and to mention some of the words I do, it sometimes gets pretty harsh so I guess what I am saying is I'LL try and clean it up, but I will not be a hypocrite. I PRAY FOR FORGIVENESS EVERYDAY, WHETHER I AM RIGHT OR WRONG. Sometimes I say to much, so bare with me. I will not write from behind a mask either for I am whom I am.

THANKS jessebs

Save face Obama do something productive.

2009-05-11T22:13:00.000-05:00

Here I am again with another beach about the world and the way things are going. If I am not mistaken I remember vaguely that the President 's campaign speeches consisted of creating more Jobs for the American people, fixing the economy and thus and thus and thus and so on, Well America has given him high marks for his first 100 days in office. Well, I say its a bunch of hogwash, or should I go ahead and say bullshit. He has shown what he's all about. I myself believe, (and this is just my beliefs), that you could go down to the poorest part of the Bronx or out to some of the tent cities set up by homeless folk, or even go to some soup kitchen anywhere, to the poor and in general even middle class and find someone who could of done a better job their first 100 days than the President has done in his. And why is this? Well give it a thought, they all have something in common.

I am not an authority on this but have noticed that people who are supposed to have come from a poor, horrible, down trodden background who seems to come not only into the money, but also power have a tendency to forget where they come from and who they were at one time. I applaud anyone who can turn their life around and make something of it, but when you get to level of the President of the United States and beyond and you begin by saying your going to do something, save face and do it! All throughout his campaign all we heard was change you can believe in, and we can really see the change. NOT A FRIGGEN' BIT. Hey Obama save our American automakers please, screw Fiat. Please dont sell them down the river. You do not have the power to save the world but save the most important things, America.

Let's see some of the things that was done in his first 100 days: He set a time table for troop withdrawl from Iraq. That's sorta good I guess, all depends who wins once we leave. We all know, or anyone with common sense knows, there ain't an Arab or Muslim that cares for the United States. WE ARE, IN THEIR EYES, THE GREAT SATAN, and also that we stand beside ISRAEL 100% RIGHT NOW , BUT LOOK FOR THAT, MAYBE THAT TO WILL CHANGE. IF we sell out Israel all hell will break out. Let me show you a passage of scripture that is sorta of unnerving.

Luke 21: 20&26-28---[20] And when ye shall see Jerusalem compassed with armies, then know that the desolation thereof is nigh. 26 Men's hearts failing them for fear, and for looking after those things which are coming on the earth: for the powers of heaven shall be shaken. 27 And then shall they see the Son of man coming in a cloud with power and great glory. 28 And when these things begin to come to pass, then look up, and lift up your heads; for your redemption draws nigh.

Friends it's a scary thing to start making packs with and wanting to sleep with the devil. China, Pakistan, Iran, Palestine, Lebanon, and every other country that doesn't care for us, maybe I shouldn't word it like that but how else would you say it? The bible plainly tells us that when we see Israel compass with armies the time has started. But that's just half the gripe. Just last week OUR illustrious Obama got together with the leaders of Pakistan and Afghanistan and agreed to fight against the Taliban and then not even 3 or 4 days later we're accused of killing innocent civilians, and also using white phosphorus, which is an agent that is used for illumination and marking targets and yes it does cause severe burns once it touches the skin. I seem to believe that the United States has better sense then to use such stuff against civilians but we are always accused of doing things we don't and also targeting civilian targets, and if it is found out we did I will apologize.

This is another one of my opinions: We have a bomb that is just setting idle called the MOAB, but then again we have a bomb even larger then that, that we could pull out and show the TALIBAN, WE'RE tired of screwing with them, and to either surrender or die in the process. If we don't do something soon we are never going to get ahead over there. Back to IRAQ, maybe we shouldn't have ever went over there and started this war and let Saddam continue to kill his own people and rule his own little world. I do have to say that every time we read or hear something from there that things are looking up and they can rule themselves and then a few days later, ain't nothing going right, the police and military aint up to par. So what do we do about IRAQ, WELL HELL I DONT KNOW, WHO DOES. We could just pull all our troops out of Iraq and Afghanistan and let them fend for themselves, fortify our own borders and wait for them to come get us again then take care of them. All this is my opinion. I've aired everything I have to say at this time so now I HAVE TO SAY UNTIL NEXT TIME.

thanks jessebs
Shalom and Peace to Israel.

Good Morning America Let's Wake Up

2009-05-11T10:34:00.015-05:00

GOOD MORNING AMERICA

Good morning America how are you this morning, the thing I will begin with is this, that opinions are like butt holes everyone has one, and it seems to be true cause I have one to (a butt hole) and I have a opinion. I have come to grips with the idea that we can talk about everything that's going on in the world and that the people who should be listening to us don't give a rats ass about the American people at all. We elect men and women into office to do a job and to work for the American people not for the lobbyist or big money. It really doesn't matter who it is, whether it be the President or down to the Senate or Congress, people just don't do what they say when elected. Hell they can't even have the balls to stand up for their constituents. GOOD MORNING AMERICA, lets wake up.
Let's take Mr Arlen Specter, for example, a Republican all these years then all of a sudden switches sides, now he's a Bonified Democrat, and on top of that they gave him a special seat on their side of the floor, what ever they call the damn place. Well to me he is nothing other than a modern day Benedict Arnold. Friends, please don't take this wrong I'M NOT DISSING ANYONE or JUDGING ANY PERSON WHO IS THIS WAY, its not my place to. But that would be like waking up one morning and realizing after 25 years of marriage or 50 years of living and finding out that maybe all those years there was something in your life that wasn't right, and come to find out you like men instead of women and you liked women instead of men, making it short you are gay. Wow I've never been through that, but wouldn't that really be a kick in the gonads? (NUTS)

You know it is people, all of us, not just one, who elects these people into office and we should have the say what goes and doesn't go. I think for the first time in modern history, everyone from ever race in American should put all their differences aside, whether you be red, yellow, black, white, brown, tan in color and march upon Washington and show them that we as Americans have had enough of the political bullshit and we ain't gonna take it no more, then maybe, just maybe, we could open some eyes to the realization that we ain't playing politics anymore. Now please remember these are my opinions. There must be a way that we can get through to the elected officials we ain't playing their games no more. WE as Americans have some pretty good ideas on how we can fix things if they would just listen to us. Right? I'll answer that, RIGHT. Good Morning Again.

What our elected officials are saying to us by not listening to us, is that this ain't Burger King you can't have it your way. Well how soon do they forget the Boston tea party, the freedom fight with the British. Let us bare up our voices and not our weapons and march on the Capital in Washington and see just what might happen. If we can put the fear of GOD and LET OUR VOICES BE HEARD they just MIGHT DO WHAT WE ASK FOR A CHANGE let us STAND AS ONE NATION. It couldn't hurt anything. I have read over a hundred articles from folks just like us down to journalist who feels the very same way we do, so what are we waiting on? Sorry to say this but the piddly little TEA (or Taxed Enough Already) picketing was just a joke to them. Why do I say that? Well have we heard anything that came out of it? HELL NO. All the politicians did was laugh at all that stood up. Friends it will take more than just a few people standing with signs with TEA on them. Good Morning America it's time we wake up.

There was an e-mail recieved from a very dear friend of mind and it made some pretty good sense, but what sounds good to us is a joke to them. The e-mail goes like this:
This is from an article in the St. Petersburg Times Newspaper on Sunday.
The Business Section asked readers for ideas on "How Would You Fix the Economy?" I think this guy nailed it!

Dear Mr. President,

Please find below my suggestion for fixing America's economy. Instead of giving billions of dollars to companies that will squander the money on lavish parties and unearned bonuses, use the following plan. You can call it the Patriotic Retirement Plan:

There are about 40 million people over 50 in the work force. - Pay them $1 million apiece severance for early retirement with the following stipulations: 1) They MUST retire. Forty million job openings - unemployment fixed. 2) They MUST buy a new American CAR. Forty million cars ordered - Auto Industry fixed. 3) They MUST either buy a house or pay off their mortgage - Housing Crisis fixed.

It can't get any easier than that!

P.S. If more money is needed, have all members in Congress and their constituents pay their taxes...

If you think this would work, please forward to everyone you know. If not, please disregard.

Well friends what better way for me to forward this than to put into this blog so everyone would have a chance to read it. It really does sound like a good plan, BUT I guess the the President probably doesn't twitter or blog so he'll never see this but we will. Hopefully some one in a high places will see, and pass it on. Well I was told by someone on link referral that my blogs should be 2, 3 or 4 pages long because I put to much on 1 page, so if that is so please let me know and I'LL TRY AND keep my blogs to 2 or 3 sentences ok. Good evening America

Well so long for now, thanks again jessebs
Shalom and Peace to Israel.

WilsonArt International # 1 world wide

2009-05-10T17:44:00.010-05:00

Living in Texas has its up and downs just like any other State. Every city has something to offer, that maybe another doesn't have, take jobs for instance. There are jobs that pay better than others and it takes a miracle to get on there. I grew up in Temple Texas, which I am very proud of. Even though there were several different places that were known for being great places to work, the starting pays were different. You had the choice of several different places to work. We had a Coke plant, Dr Pepper plant, McClain's Grocery distributors, (which Wal-mart bought out), and you can still see their trucks all around America, Cen-Tex ready mix, Scott and White Memorial Hospital, Cement construction jobs galore, and the Mother job was at WilsonArt. A lot of people don't know what WilsonArt does or what they're about. I'd like to do this article about WilsonArt because we were one of the fortunate ones to work for them.

In 1956, WilsonArt International was founded as a producer of high pressure decorative laminate in Temple, Texas by Ralph Wilson Sr., a retired laminate industry executive. Wilson never intended to build a major competitor (the field in those days included 12 domestic competitors), but rather to fill his free time. Throughout the 60's, Wilson's "hobby" grew dramatically through a formula comprised of a dedicated local work force, high-quality products, and an old-fashioned commitment to customer service.

Wilsonart's History

Click on one of the dates in the Timeline to review that time period.
1950s	1960s	1970s	1980s	1990s	2000s

Friends if you ever want to redo or remodel your home, office or business I would recommend you click on the links above to find out all about WilsonArt International. Their quality and pricing will fit any budget. I had the opportunity to work for them for 10 years and I know the quality and effort they put into every sheet of laminate, and I was there when they came out with WilsonArt Flooring also. I had a part of each and every thing they had to offer with the exception of the solid surfacing unit. I was a proud part of the business. Every time I get a opportuntiy to go into a Home depot or Lowe's home improvement I look to see if they carry WilsonArt brands.

I know I sound bias and maybe I am but to all the friends I have out there, (if any) I highly recommend their laminates and floorings and also their solid surfacing. Beauty comes with a price as well as quality do it right the first time or not at all. Oh and by the way, LOL it's not formica, they are 2 different companies all together. And know this is not a paid advertisement. It is just me letting you know if you want the best, go for the best, WilsonArt laminates for counter tops in the kitchen and bathroom. If you want a beautiful floor covering check out the flooring they have to offer you'll be glad you did.

When you see one of the trucks with the red and white WilsonArt logo on the front, on the highways and by-ways you know there goes another fine load of WilsonArt products which you can trust. If your not buying WILSONART your wasting your hard earned dollars.

Well thanks again for letting me write this article and hope all that reads it will check out and buy WILSONART you'll be glad you did.

Thanks jessebs
Shalom and Peace to Israel.

Damned if you do, damned if you don't

2009-05-04T22:46:00.005-05:00

Sometimes when you talk about family it seems you have to watch what you say not to hurt someone in the process, it's a damned if you do and your damned if you don't situation. Anymore I don't know what to write about and not to write about it. Or do you get to the point to where you wonder does it even matter anymore, either they'll love you or hate you. Again I say does it really matter? Don't get me wrong, I love all my kids the same but I came to realize something this past Easter, even though I didn't hear it by ear, but was told second hand (and anymore it seems like everything is second hand), which really doesn't matter one way or the other. As a parent I did do something that I know I won't have to answer for on that day when I have to stand before GOD.

Proverbs 22:6 says this short and sweet. [6] Train up a child in the way he should go: and when he is old, he will not depart from it.

I can honestly lay my head down at night knowing that I raised my children in Church teaching them, (if they listened) how to live and walk for GOD. At times I even wonder though did they even listen? At the heights of my ministry I messed up big time, yes, I got to where I thought I could do things myself without GOD'S help, very stupid thing on my part. I lost my family, my church family and GOD all in the same day, and no I will not go into details, but I heard that one of my girls and my ex said something about the church they had to go to, and me (I), made my ex sick for all those years. So I guess all the years she was supposed to be standing beside me in it all was all just a farce. Wow, what a kick in the groan. Yeah she was sick but not the whole time. I finally came to terms with what I DID and asked GOD for forgiveness, I guess that's why I say your damned if you do and damned if you don't.

Being a Parent and Preacher, even a Christian, can be a beach. Some seem to do everything right then you have those like me that it seems never did anything right at all. Gosh what can I say except forgive me and move on. I guess maybe I did make her sick all those years after I think about it now. It seems that right after we split she started going to the bars and drinking and never took her medicine from what I am told. Guess I'm just a sickening person, lol. Well I guess I've beached enough for now and if someone sees my ex and my eldest daughter out there some where, tell them for me to go ahead and blame me and the church, just don't blame God, okay, cause you just may be damned if you do or not.

P/S I almost forgot something, be careful what you say, GOD does not afflict, things happen sometimes that He uses to try to get our attention and some listen and some rebel. So, before you begin to point fingers, look when you point, there's always three fingers and a thumb pointing back at you. Point and see. And by the way some seem to forget that GOD knows your heart, who is real and who is not. No, I am not judging, just stating facts. I find myself having to defend myself all the time. Well never again, so get over it and move on. Duh

well till next time jesseb's
Shalom and Peace to Isreal

My daily gripe

2009-04-17T06:49:00.009-05:00

As I read more and more about politics and such, I see something that ain't right. As everyone or anyone who has read any of my blogs knows , I am not a big fan of the President. There is just something about his character that just make my skin crawl. I was one of many who signed the petition online about the TEA party. And I believe we are taxed way to much already. I also believe that all this stimulus crap going on is only gonna hurt more than help. Friends aren't we already taxed enough? Well from what I gather so far from reading and listening to the news, is that when a state excepts these stimulus packages you are selling out your state for the money. I myself think that the Federal Government has enough control all ready. By accepting this money, and if it be true about what I've read already, why would we need governors, senators or congressmen?

I believe that if the Feds were to call the shots in the states that sell out, then all they would need is a receivership to handle the states, just like when you file for chapter 13 bankruptcy. By listening and reading about this mess it brought a Biblical scripture to mind, and I keep trying not to use biblical scripture in all my blogs by I seem to not be able to get around it.

Revelations 13 :16-17 [16] And he caused all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads:[17] And that no man might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name. The scripture is pretty self explanatory. Now don't get me wrong, I am not saying that Obama is the anti-Christ in anyway, but when he begins to try and call the shots there is definitely something strange about it. As I see it, we are becoming less of a democratic group of United States and more of a communist group of states.

Their agenda already is to take all parental control away except for the feeding and clothing of our kids, and they will control the rest. The Governor of my home state addressed the nation when he stood behind a microphone and begin to talk about the Obama administration wants to come down here and tell us how to run our state. Well, to the Governor of my home state of Texas, I applaud you for standing up for something that isn't right. I believe my home state as well as any other state can survive with the right people in office. Maybe all of us in each state need to go back and look at our elected officials from every state and really examine every thing they've done since taking office and see if they are really doing what they said they would do when elected or are they a bunch of yes men and women.

I can say that living now here in Oklahoma, we have several Senators and congressmen that I really can't see a thing they have done, other than help the McAlester Army ammo plant stay up and running and keep their funding coming in. Other than that, our towns are still the same hasn't any thing changed as far as economics, growth, or anything else, that would cause the state to flourish. I realize that corruption and scandal is everywhere but this is the capital, and the buddy system will always be in affect here no matter what or who takes office. I guess it's because the people here have always been shit on and have become accustomed to it. Oh did I mention that the Obama Federal stimulus package to this city which was either a little over or under $3,000,000,00 for roads and bridges made front page news here. Heck friends that wont even begin to fix the shitty bumpy cratered roads we have here. It was just sickening, the cities mayor and city manager looked like a couple of Cheshire cats on the front page, sickening. A lot of extra money will be found in their pockets, and I know that sounds critical but the truth. Well as I wind down my gripe for the day, maybe we need to look a little closer at the things that our Government is doing to us . Well again I say thanks for listening.

JesseB's
Shalom and Peace to Israel

Living the gifts of of the spirit

2009-04-16T08:38:00.009-05:00

I often sit back and watch people and being a Preacher at one time, God entrusted me with that gift of discernment, which is 1 of the gifts of the spirit spoke about in the book of 1 Corinthians 12:4-11 and it says- [4] Now there are diversities of gifts, but the same Spirit. 5 And there are differences of administrations, but the same Lord. 6 And there are diversities of operations, but it is the same God which work all in all. 7 But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to every man to profit withal. 8 For to one is given by the Spirit the word of wisdom; to another the word of knowledge by the same Spirit; 9 To another faith by the same Spirit; to another the gifts of healing by the same Spirit; 10 To another the working of miracles; to another prophecy; to another discerning of spirits; to another divers kinds of tongues; to another the interpretation of tongues: 11 But all these work that one and the selfsame Spirit, dividing to every man severally as he will.

As a Christian you can have any of the gifts you seek GOD for, but I really don't think we are bestowed with all. Some will have the gift of healing, prophesy, laying on of hands, praying, preaching, teaching, tongues and tongue and interpretation, and then the gift of the discernment. It is my belief that the Ministers and preachers have the gift of the spirit of discernment to discern the spirits, and I guess even though I no longer Preach I still have the gift.When we met our second wife she worked with a lot of different people, and not only they but other people as well I began to tell her what kind of people they were and she couldn't see it until the things I told started coming to pass, No I am NOT Nostradamus, and I can't see or foretell the future. All I can tell about is what the spirit of GOD has showed me.

Being able to discern things in the spirit is needed to be able to keep the enemy at bay and on the run. It is one of the tools GOD bestows on His people as well as Preachers. A lot of people would think that it would be judging folk i's not, being able to discern thing makes one aware of what is going on not only in the congregation of the saints, ( Church), but the world around you. But to me it is not the gift of discernment that is the greatest, being able to lead people to Christ and they find Him as their Lord and Savior, being able to pray for the lost and GOD opening His window in Heaven and pouring out His soul convicting spirit that leads people to Christ, then its being able to teach those the word of GOD, (teaching) then feeding the people with the preaching to keep their souls nourished with not only the milk but also the meat of the word. Living in the spirit.

I believe that the gifts are to help edify the Church. Friends, there is nothing like the feeling of being able to lay hands on the sick. and the healing virtue of God, ( THE ANOINTING), begins to transmit through your body into theirs and they be healed. It is a feeling that can't be described by me. There is nothing like being a Christian in the will of GOD and he uses you for the will of the Church. I do believe that the scariest gift of all is the tongues and interpretation. Or maybe I shouldn't use the word scariest. The gift of tongues and interpretation is for the edifying of the Church in most cases. Through tongues and interpretation it can be to the Church and what GOD intends to do in its future, or it could be for someone who has been searching GOD for answers to things, or GOD speaking to an individual person. And at anytime when there is an interpretation, somehow GOD will give some type of witness, such as moving of the spirit, chill's running all over your body. Friends, when the Spirit of GOD begins to move, the devil runs. That's called living in the spirit.

A lot of people think that the Pentecostal Churches and some Full gospel churches are nuts. Some would say that dancing in the spirit, speaking in tongues are not biblical but think again even divine healing and the laying on of hands are also biblical. Its just the snake part that I don't see where they come up with. I think they who play with snakes are tempting the Lord by saying ok Lord we're going to play with these posionous snakes, now keep us safe. That is plum crazy, Jesus said while in the wilderness the 40 days and nights as satan tempted him, Jesus said, THOU SHALL NOT TEMPT THE LORD THY GOD.

Luke 10:19-20- reads this way.- Behold, I give unto you power to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy: and nothing shall by any means hurt you. 20 Notwithstanding in this rejoice not, that the spirits are subject unto you; but rather rejoice, because your names are written in heaven. I guess this is where they think they have the protection of GOD to play with snakes, heck more power to them. To me the only good snake is a dead snake. Although they were given power over them in this scripture do I see anywhere where it says you can play and kiss or anything else and be safe from danger. Playing with snakes ain't living in the spirit.

But people will continue to do the crazy things they do in the name of the Lord, Matthew 7:21-23 [23] Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. 22 Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? 23 And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.

We can plainly see here that Jesus said just because they do these things doesn't mean I agree with what they do. I myself don't think that playing with snakes is one of the things he agrees with. Might as well call that craziness suicide. Serving GOD is fun and exciting , refreshing when you truly find the place, or Church GOD wants you at. A lot of people just die right away from not being fed the word of GOD. There are two stages you must go through tho to grow in Christ, as a babe must crawl before they walk, a babe needs the milk before the meat of the word. I will say one thing about the church I did attend for many years and it took almost to the time the pastor retired to realize this, that he was choking the babe before they had a chance to grow in Christ. Friend living in the spirit is wonderful, And I will say this in closing this blog. Try it you may like it. The word of GOD is good to the last bite, and the milk to the last drop.

Thanks again jesseb's
Shalom and Peace to Isael.

Any day now Part 2

2009-04-15T21:38:00.007-05:00

As we left off on the following blog we got to the part of Matthew 24:7 [7] For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places.[8] All these are the beginning of sorrows.

What is famines-An acute insufficiency- #2 A severe shortage of food (as through crop failure) resulting in violent hunger and starvation and death.
What is pestilences-Any epidemic disease with a high death rate.
And we all know what an earthquake-Shaking and vibration at the surface of the earth resulting from underground movement along a fault plane or from volcanic activity.

We have for years heard of famine in the world and yes everyday we hear more and more of third world countries where thousands if not millions die everyday from starvation. But there is one thing we can hold on to, and that is again I say that if Jesus said it, it will be. The starvation that is in the world now is only minute compared to what else is going on now. I do know that a lot of the food and supplies that is sent to the third world countries doesn't all get to the people, only about 13 % of it reaches the people who need it and the Government takes control of the rest, look it up. Then we have the pestilence part of the scriptures, again we have to at this time look once again to the third world countries, they do not have the medical staff or supplies even medicines to fight outbreaks, and once again if they did, the Government would take control of most of that also.

But what about back here at home? Let us remember what Jesus said will come to pass will come to pass. What about what has been done. Monsanto has, and continues, to buy up most of the world's seed supply, and how they are genetically altering the seeds with things such as antibiotics and different things and our own federal government is doing nothing about it because of the one thing everyone wants more of and what is that? The almighty dollar. We all know money talks and BS walks. Has no one payed any attention to all the salmonella and ecoli out breaks keep getting worse and the food and drug administration seems to show little effort to fight it but most of the times it is swept under the rug. Then we have Aids all over the world, Vaginal herpes that there is no cure for. We are in for more, worse then these. What if a nuclear war was to break out? What if the terrorist did have hidden mustard gases, or if there is any other hidden weapon of mass destruction. These are just a few of the variables and scenarios we can put forth as examples of pestilences. Friend if there is to be a nuclear war, do we really realize the damage it will do? Your skin will literally fall from the bones.

And then there are the earthquakes we haven't even mentioned as of yet. I am use to hearing about earthquakes in California, the western seaboard, overseas, the ones that have just hit recently in ITALY. But it has really caught my attention in the last five to six years how earthquakes have been hitting in the central parts of the United States, its really troublesome, how close to home. Here in Oklahoma it seems we are beginning to hear about more earthquakes hitting here than ever before. But let us remember once again if Jesus said it, it will be. The things that Jesus and the prophets and apostles spoke and wrote about we are not going to be able to run or hide from. What will be will be and we can't buy our way out of it.

There is another part of the scriptures from the first page that we haven't explained , but it is to be part of another blog that I will begin writing soon. And that is that, He shall come as a thief. That is a blog all by itself. Friends, we are living closer to the second coming of Jesus Christ than we ever have. We will begin to see things starting to happen more and more each day, not counting what has already happened, but is going to happen as for myself I really don't know what's stopping what's going to happen, but then again I'M not GOD and Jesus doesn't even know the day, but I will say - Just any day now.

Thanks again jesseb's
Shalom and Peace to Israel

Any day now - - - Part 1

2009-04-15T16:30:00.010-05:00

Here I sit again, I guess that's a good thing at least I'm still breathing. My mind is on the future for some reason today, so here we go we'll see where this goes. Ever since time began there have been wars and battles, whether it was country against country or battles against family. One thing that is for sure is that until Jesus Christ splits the clouds of glory there will be wars and rumors of wars, there are no two ways about that. Jesus by his own mouth spoke these words and if Jesus spoke, write it down and take it to the bank, it's gonna happen.

Matthew 24:4-8 reads this way, the words of Christ in red. [4] And Jesus answered and said unto them, Take heed that no man deceive you. 5 For many shall come in my name, saying, I am Christ; and shall deceive many. 6 And ye shall hear of wars and rumours of wars: see that ye be not troubled: for all these things must come to pass, but the end is not yet. 7 For nation shall rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom: and there shall be famines, and pestilences, and earthquakes, in divers places. 8 All these are the beginning of sorrows.

A lot of people have a problem believing the Bible as the Word of GOD, not I. There are a lot of man written and self interpretation bibles out there, but I can assure you one thing, if you are saved by the precious blood of Jesus Christ whom died on Golgotha's hill, on a cross, being filled with, which ever you choose to call it, the Holy Ghost or the Holy Spirit, they're both in the Word of GOD. It will begin to reveal to you as you pray and seek GOD and His word and will. Now that we have said all that back to the passage of scripture. JESUS said it right there, that many shall come in his name saying he is the Christ, and He warns us not to be deceived.

Let's see now, the not so great Jim Jones, David Karesh, Hare Krishna, and every other little cult that has popped up and continues to pop up, the sad thing about the cults are they who use the name of Jesus to prey on those who no one wanted in their congregation, those who are outcast, and down-hearted, to abuse, brain wash and they're so susceptible just wanting to be apart of something, they just want something to believe in and fall prey to these snakes and wolves in sheep's clothing.Yes I have said that the Church that I once attended seemed in way to be a cult, there was none of the sleeping together and having kids by the pastor that I knew of, it was either believe the way they did or you were called out. I myself chose to seek GOD in every thing I did so enough of that. I am not ashamed of anything I believe, because I believe it to be the word of GOD, the truth and nothing but the truth, if I am wrong I will burn in hell it's just that plain and simple.

Jesus also said that there would be wars and rumors of wars, Well friends there have been wars ever since the world begin, and there will continue to be wars, but the end is still not yet. By reading this scripture it brought to mind another passage of scripture, 1 Thessalonians 5:1-3 [1] But of the times and the seasons, brethren, ye have no need that I write unto you. [2] For yourselves know perfectly that the day of the Lord so come as a thief in the night.[3] For when they shall say, Peace and safety; then sudden destruction come upon them, as travail upon a woman with child; and they shall not escape.

Friends it is when we start to hear the people begin to say and shout peace and safety then will come sudden destruction, as pains of birth of a child, none shall escape, unless you are found under the shelter of of His wing, under His protection.The wing of the almighty GOD. I can already see this is gonna wind up being a 2 page blog, heck there is so much. Bet you did not know you could take one or two scriptures and write a book huh, so this will be page 1 of 2, there is so much to write and try and explain so much people are gonna see in the future, so people can understand so please bare with me.

thanks jesseb's

My scrambled mind

2009-04-14T20:14:00.005-05:00

It seems every time I begin to write I am always sitting on my butt at the computer, lol, but where else would I be to write? Sometimes it takes a while for me to think of what I am trying to write about and when I do begin to write it takes forever to finish and often becomes a book. I really like to write about what comes to mind even though to some it may not mean anything to anyone, and I hope that is alright. The highlights of my blog say that I like to read and write everything from Christ to the Federal Reserve and I think I have hit on a few of them. I like writing about the shape the world is in but at times it just plain makes me angry and I always come away sounding like I am judging everyone and all.

I really enjoy reading blogs of those who are down to earth, family type blogs, even though I may never have the right words to answer back in a comment. I really enjoy them. There are people on here that I follow I really love to read. I guess I'm not much of the online business type cause I can never understand what anyone is ever trying to explain, and I guess I really do need a MANUAL that is called online businesses for double dummies, cause I just can't get it. I love reading people's blogs who show different pictures and visiting other countries. I guess I am a hienz fifty-seven type reader.

There is nothing like reading a great blog that comes from the heart, from people who are real. Being able to seek help and not try to cover it up. Writing from the heart. Heck friends we all have troubles and talking about them out loud is nothing to ashamed of that I see, so I wish all the ones I follow online would write more so I could read more. Whether it's a line or a hundred lines please write. Well I guess I've said what came to my mind so my online blogger friends write more and post more pic's pleaseeeee.

thanks jesseb's
Shalom and Peace to I srael

Its not black or white

2009-04-14T06:58:00.005-05:00

I am a 50 year old white male which does not make me better than anyone else, I've had to work hard just like anyone else to get along, living pay check to pay check just as any other person on this earth. Do I live the American dream? I did at one time and now I have lost everything that we worked so hard for. Trying to live it will get you into more trouble than we ever know, especially the state of the mess we're in now. What a lot of people don't realize is there are so many variables in life we don't always count into the mix of our everyday life. Do I blame anyone else for my problems, [no] why, it's because me, myself and I got myself into this mess.

All my life I have heard about racism and prejudice, the stereo types and profiling. I myself have always had more Black or African-Americans as friends. Why? Because our life styles were no different then theirs (as the old saying goes, (with few exceptions), we all put our pants on one leg at a time). We lived in the same town, went to the same schools, our hard times matched theirs, we all struggled to get by, we even attended the same church on Sundays. HECK the bible tells us that GOD does not look at color, or black or white, He looks to the heart of Man, so red, yellow, black or white everyone is precious in his sight.

Colossians 3:25 says these words- [25] But he that does wrong shall receive for the wrong which he hath done: and there is no respect of persons. See friends, GOD is no respecter of persons, even though he formed men from the dirt of the earth he saw, men and women made in their images, that's GOD and CHRIST. There are so many different hate groups out there it's sad. The KKK, skin heads ( aryan brotherhood and down right evil people), black panther's, Louis Farrakhan, Jesse Jackson, Al Sharpton the Naacp and so on. In one way or the other there is racism, profiling, prejudice, and even stereo typing. In one way or the other there is hate in any of these people and groups.

Here are the definitions of these word's- racism-Discriminatory or abusive behavior towards members of another race. The prejudice that members of one race are intrinsically superior to members of other races; profiling-Recording a person's behavior and analyzing psychological characteristics in order to predict or assess their ability in a certain sphere or to identify a particular group of people; prejudice-The word has commonly been used in certain restricted contexts, in the expression "racial prejudice". Initially this referred to making a judgment of a person based on that person's race, religion, class, etc. etc., before receiving information relevant to the particular issue on which the judgment is being made; it came, however, to be widely used to refer to any hostile attitude towards or judgment of people based on their race.
stereotyping-Treat or classify according to a mental stereotype, to set people in a classifaction generally not favorable in society.

I have a black friend in Texas who is just like a brother, and if anyone would use any of the words listed above it was him. Every time something would wind up in the news that was bad or put a black-eye on blacks, he wasn't afraid to tell you how he felt about it. Blacks, whites, asians, any walk of life. He would say people put themselves in the cross-hairs to be put down, run down, and on and on. He is one of the best people you would ever meet.

I myself think, that if we could ever get rid of the N word, and every other word that causes trouble and friction between the different races, we can come together as one. It's not a black or white thing its a people thing. Get rid of racial profiling, stereotyping, prejudice, and racism, then we all can live in one world together. It's blacks as well as whites, but it must start at the top, the best way to stop anything is to go straight to the source. The best way to stop GANGRENE is either try and stop it with antbiotics or cut off the part that is infected. Racism is a cancer that seems to be untreatable, but it takes more than a we tried. Heck they can call me a cracker all they want, don't bother me. I look at my skin and I really do look like a saltine. REALLY not enough sun.

I will leave this with all, if we can't get along now you ain't going to Heaven, and I'm not sorry for saying that. If you can't get along here, you won't get along in Heaven and God won't allow strife and bickering in Heaven. There is just as much hate for whites as there are for blacks and every other race on earth, it's just finding a medium to where we can live together without having to bringing up racism, or because I'm black or white. Again I say, GOD is no respecter of persons, He sees the heart. Every race goes up the same rough side of the mountain. As Rodney King once said, "can't we just get along?". Hey I have no problem with that, if ya'll don't.

Thanks jesseb's
Shalom and Peace to Israel.

Highway to heaven or hell.

2009-04-13T17:15:00.005-05:00

As I was sitting at my desk, a song sung by AC/DC came in my head, I have never ever really listened to that type of music, maybe Abba every once in a while. I was country when country wasn't cool. So Highway to hell is the only part of the song I really know. I know that Gene Simmons was a part of Kiss at one time, Ozzy is Ozzy, there was Alice Cooper, Santana, White Snake, Metallica, Boston, Zycheck, Van Halen, I know they are all bandS but their music I can't tell who sings what, I even had to look up who sang Highway to hell to know. Heck give me Merle, George, Lefty, Red, or Hank Sr. and a whole lot of Waylon and a little of Willie and I'm happy as a bee in honey.

But for some reason this blog isn't heading to any battle of the bands, and I really prefer some good ole Southern Country Gospel or Gospel Bluegrass, when the mood is just right, you just can't beat the sound of it. But the name of that song stuck in my head, Highway to hell.The name of that song gets to me just like that commercial where Ozzy says I've been the prince of darkness since 1979. Crap that's good to know, I didn't know he took satan's place. I used to listen to Christian radio a lot when I was younger, and had heard that Ozzy had found GOD, I guess that didn't last long.

Well I myself think that there was, and still is today, a lot of soul selling going on to be a great band, especially to be a long term group. But let me say this, that it's not only in ROCK or Metal, it is in all types of music. But then I am one who thinks that if you can't understand the music it ain't music, but again let me say that it's just my belief. The song highway to hell brought to mind a scripture in the word of GOD, Matthew 7:13-14, [13] Enter ye in at the strait gate: for wide is the gate, and broad is the way, that leadeth to destruction, and many there be which go in thereat: [14] Because strait is the gate, and narrow is the way, which leadeth unto life, and few there be that find it.

There are millions that are headed down the broad path, not because they listen to Ozzy, Metallica, White snake or Kiss, the music is not the biggest reason, but the way we choose to live our everyday lives. And I would like to say this, if you live by that once saved always saved theory, look at it again. Once you have given your heart to Christ as your Lord and Savior, one time of asking Christ does not give you a license to sin. Roman 14:10-12, [10]But why dost thou judge thy brother? or why dost thou set at nought thy brother? for we shall all stand before the judgment seat of Christ.[11] For it is written, As I live, saith the Lord, every knee shall bow to me, and every tongue shall confess to God. [12] So then every one of us shall give account of himself to God.

You see the passage says, for we shall all stand before the judgment seat of Christ. For it is written, As I live, saith the Lord, every knee shall bow to me, and every tongue shall confess to God. So then every one of us shall give account of himself to God. It is plainly stated we all, you me, them, all. Just because you went to the altar as a young adult and began your life for Christ, you must still be forgiven future sins you commit. It doesn't make it right to sin. You will have to come back to the altar or anyplace you can bow yourself, or even stand, and ask Jesus to once again forgive you every time you sin. We all will stand before the judgment seat of GOD and give an account of why we should be able to enter into his eternal rest in his kingdom, and not be sent to the Highway to hell.

Psa 91:1-9, [1] He that dwelleth in the secret place of the most High shall abide under the shadow of the Almighty. 2 I will say of the LORD, He is my refuge and my fortress: my God; in him will I trust.3 Surely he shall deliver thee from the snare of the fowler, and from the noisome pestilence.4 He shall cover thee with his feathers, and under his wings shalt thou trust: his truth shall be thy shield and buckler.5 Thou shalt not be afraid for the terror by night; nor for the arrow that flieth by day;6 Nor for the pestilence that walketh in darkness; nor for the destruction that wasteth at noonday.7 A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand; but it shall not come nigh thee.8 Only with thine eyes shalt thou behold and see the reward of the wicked.9 Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation;

Brother and sisters and Friends, let it be known I have said this before and will say it again, any thing that I write that is misleading or full of deception, lies or to try covering up the truth of GOD, it will be me, myself and I that will stand before the throne and answer why I mislead so many. That is why it is so important to tell the truth as GOD has showed. There are thousands who sit in churches today that are taking spots true believers could be taking. A lot of people don't realize that you can go to the altar a sinner and leave the altar the same way! If the spirit of GOD did not draw you there, then how will you know if it is right or not? You will know when its real, when the Spirit does draw you.
Friends in that day it says that a thousand shall fall at thy left side and ten thousand by the right. Friends the way i see this is a lot of those who profess to be Christians on that day will be made known. Highway to hell will not be just a song.

The time is getting nearer the days are getting shorter, if you haven't found Jesus, take the time to call upon him, He'll be there in the still of the even' in the midnight hours seek Him.

Thanks again jesseb's
Shalom and Peace to Israel

Double jeopardy

2009-04-12T17:43:00.019-05:00

I have at times talked about a disease that haunted me for over thirty or more years of my life. Having to live behind a mask that your family and friends knew not of, to find out you were not only hurting them but hurting yourself more than anything. Living in denial is not a healthy thing, especially to yourself. But not only yourself are you hurting, you are hurting all those around you who truly do love you. Drinking can not cure it, illegal drugs wont help it, one must get the help from a health care professional. It can be a silent killer. And the diseases are hereditary, it is called depression and bi-polar. It's called Double jeopardy

Is there a double jeopardy effect in our family history? [ Yes] and it is manic depression and being bi-polar also, and these can not be fixed automatically. These two diseases together are horrible. The bad thing about it is you may be up one day and the next down, its like a roller coaster ride and it can be devastating to you and those around you. I know I live it everyday. You will find that those who do not understand these diseases could care less how you feel. A lot of people thinks it's beyond them to have something wrong with them. I felt that way for years until it hit me like a freight train would hit a parked car on railroad tracks.

There are a lot of macho men and women out there who find it shameful to find out they have something wrong with them. Depression and being Bi-polar is nothing to be ashamed of, it is hereditary the same way as going bald is. It is as serious as having a heart attack, a stroke, or cancer. It will hit you even when nothing triggers it, it makes you do thing to friends and family that you don't even know why. There is one in my family I wish would go get help now, but I don't see it happening until something drastic happens. Double jeopardy.

What causes depression?

Although no single cause of depression has been identified, it appears that interaction among genetic, biochemical, environmental, and psychosocial factors may play a role. The fact is, depression is not a personal weakness or a condition that can be willed or wished away, but it may be successfully treated.

Who gets depression?

An estimated 33 to 35 million U.S. adults and young adults are likely to experience depression at some point during their lifetime. The disease affects men and women of all ages, races, and economic levels. However, women are at a significantly greater risk than men to develop major depression. Studies show that episodes of depression occur twice as frequently in women as in men.

Although anyone can develop depression, some types of depression, including major depression, seem to run in families. Whether or not depression is genetic, the disorder is believed to be associated with changes to levels of chemicals in the brain such as serotonin and/or epinephrine.

According to the DSM-IV, major depressive disorder (or "depression") is diagnosed when five or more of the following symptoms of depression are present for most of the day, nearly every day for at least 2 weeks. At least one of the symptoms must be either persistent sad or "empty" feelings or loss of interest in activities.

Constant sadness
Irritability
Hopelessness
Trouble sleeping
Low energy or fatigue
Feeling worthless or guilty for no reason
Significant weight change
Difficulty concentrating
Loss of interest in favorite activities

Be sure to tell your health care professional if you're experiencing any of these symptoms as described by the DSM-IV. Also, tell your health care professional if your symptoms are affecting your ability to function at home, at work, or with family, friends, or colleagues.

Call a health care professional right away if you or your family member has any of the following symptoms, especially if they are new, worse, or worry you:

Thoughts about suicide or dying
Attempts to commit suicide
New or worse depression
New or worse anxiety
Feeling very agitated or restless
Panic attacks

Trouble sleeping (insomnia)
New or worse irritability
Acting aggressive, being angry or violent
Acting on dangerous impulses
An extreme increase in activity and talking (mania)
Other unusual changes in behavior or mood

PEOPLE AND FRIENDS, I would hope that if any of you or anyone you know has these, in some way you can get them to seek Professional help. We have tried to show you, who, what,and how to get help for these diseases. Help is only one phone call or office visit away, so if you are having any of these systems, seek medical attention right away. And if you know someone with this don't be ashamed to talk to them about it. It may help them in the long run. I wished I would have known that it was depression and being bi-polar. So friends, lend a helping hand to those who are hurting for it's not a laughing matter. Double jeopardy.

I can not mention the name of those who needs to seek help from these diseases but I would hope they read this and it clicks that they need help right away. There are a lot of young adults
in the world that are not aware and neither are the parents aware of these two diseases. The BI-POLAR, part can cause a lot of grief, it can cause you to fly off the handle for no reason at all, violent episodes can come from this, and again beer can't cure it and illegal drugs won't fix it, get help. Even your family doctor can recognize and diagnose depression and bi-polar disorder and help you.

In addition to the symptoms of depression, bi-polar also causes extreme high and lows. You may have increased energy, not sleeping for very long periods, working at an extremely fast pace, trying to do all the work yourself and then just as suddenly as the feeling started you are plunged the other direction. You get depressed, don't want to do anything. It truly is a roller coaster ride. It's not necessary to suffer and make your loved ones suffer through this when something can be done. These diseases are very real. Medication does NOT alter your thinking, it does NOT alter you, it only balances out those chemicals in your brain that can't balance on their own.

One thing you can do to help yourself is pay attention to when these feelings hit you (triggers). Is there a time of year that you seem worse than others? Is there a word or something you see that makes the symptoms worse? You play a part in helping heal yourself, pay attention to what sends you spiraling up or down, try to prepare yourself for those times. Talk to your doctor, they are there to help you, they treat all kinds of diseases and don't be fooled, these are just as serious as the medical problems mentioned above. Double jeopardy? Yes.

thanks again jesseb's

Shalom and Peace to Israel

He's alive.

2009-04-12T09:50:00.010-05:00

Well today commemorates another year in the death of Christ. For a lot it marks the end of forty day of fasting and sacrifice, also marking when Jesus was lead into the wilderness forty 40 days and tempted by the devil. The Bible says He was hungry. It was then that He was tempted by the devil, 3 different times. I personally do not hold the forty days known I think, as lent. But there are millions who do, and I admire them for it. Luke 4:1-13 tells the wonderful story, read it if you have time.

There is the feast of the passover also known as the last supper, remember, were Judas would give what I call the kiss of death to Jesus, where Jesus knew he would be betrayed. Matthew 26: 1- 30 (also read), this is another part of the wonderful stories before the death of Jesus known as Easter.

As you well know that within this time frame, you should have heard of the foot washing of the disciple by Christ, which means that Christ wasn't greater than they to wash their feet. John 13:3-10, out of this passage, I'd like to POINT out one part of it to show how important it is. John 13:8 Peter saith unto him, Thou shalt never wash my feet. Jesus answered him, If I wash thee not, thou hast no part with me. He's alive.

Friends it is important to know that if thou hold ought against any you should not partake of the Lord's supper but make things right first. Jesus spoke these words in John13:10, Jesus saith to him, he that is washed need not save to wash his feet, but is clean every whit: and ye are clean, Friends before one partakes of the Lord's supper one must do the following. Matthew 5:21- 24, [21] Ye have heard that it was said of them of old time, Thou shalt not kill; and whosoever shall kill shall be in danger of the judgment: [22]But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment: and whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council: but whosoever shall say, Thou fool, shall be in danger of hell fire[23] Therefore if thou bring thy gift to the altar, and there remember est that thy brother hath ought against thee; [24] Leave there thy gift before the altar, and go thy way; first be reconciled to thy brother, and then come and offer thy gift. To get the true meaning of the death of Christ we must first lay everything aside in our life, ought and all, to truly partake in the death of Christ. He surely is alive.

The death of Jesus Christ had been foretold from ages ago, how the lamb should be cut off in the midst of the week, meaning that Christ would die for the sins of the world becoming the only sacrificial lamb needed forever to forgive men their sins, no longer would there ever have to be blood sacrifices to cover man's sin, no more slaying of goats, sheep, lambs, cows etc. Jesus was cut off or died in the midst of the week, buried in a tomb and arose on the third day. The times between the death and Resurrection times has been a sticking point for many Christians for many years. Mark 16:1-6 read the story.

That day they chose Jesus to die over a criminal. Such a sad, sad day. That day they made the very Savior carry the cross upon his back, as they spit, laughed, beat, and cursed Him, through the streets of Jerusalem, UP Golgotha hill, as He hung on the cross the pain must have been so much to bare , but He did it. He carried the weight of the world upon His shoulders. Just try and think what was going through His mind, as He hung there with a crown of thorns and nails drove through his hands and feet. Friends when He was on the cross we all were on His mind, as the blood trickled down His face, He saw us. Mark 15: 1-39, please read it you will see by reading of the pain, you were there on His mind.

Friends today if you have the chance to read and tell the story of Christ to your own children, please do. Not the Easter story, but the story of Christ. You see today as we are alive Christ also is alive and doing well remember He arose. He's alive.

I pray that today as we celebrate the resurrection, you will renew your relationship with Jesus. Make a new commitment to love, share and serve Him today, then share the Easter message with as many as possible. If you already have a relationship with Jesus then I pray today He will strengthen that relationship. If you have family that you have been praying for then I lift them up in agreement with you that the Lord will show them what He has done for them and that they too will accept this most precious of all gifts, God's amazing grace.
Well I think Ive said enough, thanks.
jesseb's
Shalom and Peace to Israel.

Guess what we shall see the King

2009-04-10T07:13:00.007-05:00

There are so many things we go through in life one can barely know where to start. From childhood to death there are 2 things for sure we'll do. Pay taxes and die. Sounds pretty hard doesn't it? But it's the truth. There are a lot of people in the world that don't believe in GOD which I guess to every man his own belief, to each their own. As for me, I'm one of the millions that does. Heck, our founding Fathers, come to find out were atheist. Seems scary to me thinking back that America was supposed to be founded upon Biblical principles. I think if the people would have known at the time that they were atheist, they would have been run out of town on a rail. It makes me think back over all the Presidents we have that profess to be Christians, (no I'm not trying to judge), just wondering. Was and are they really Christians? Guess what they shall see the king.

It's just another example that GOD gives man a choice to believe in him or not. But I do know one thing, whether you believe in him or not there will be a day that you will. Even the devil believes in GOD and trembles. James 2:19- Thou believest that there is one God; thou doest well: the devils also believe, and tremble. But then again that's up to you to believe in or not to believe in him. In the final book of the word of God, the book of Revelations it does say these words. Revelations 1:7- Behold, he cometh with clouds; and every eye shall see him, and they also which pierced him: and all kindreds of the earth shall wail because of him. Even so, Amen. But then again I say you have your choice and I have mine. I try not to sway anyone, but try to show people there is a real GOD. Every eye shall see and every knee shall bow, because we will see the King

I am a firm believer that that the devil isn't after someone he already has in his control. He's after those who fight against him and makes his task just a bit harder, because even though he was given free reign on earth there is still one more powerful than he, GOD. Lets remember JOB he was a true man of GOD he feared GOD, and the devil knew this and the devil came to GOD that if He would let him try, he believed he could cause Job to curse GOD and die. If you go to the book of Job and read the story you will find it totally amazing, a man who had it all, lost it all, and regained it all by holding his faith and belief in GOD. Totally awesome story.

There is a song that says, "We shall see the King, we shall see the King, ohhhhh friends there will be a day as there never was, when He will split the clouds with 10's of thousands of saints by His side, a day the mountains and buildings will literally crumble. The earth as we know it right now will never be this way again. A day so great and wonderful that at the sounding of the trumpet, graves will burst open and the dead in Christ will rise. Even Job after all he went through said these words from his mouth, Job 19:26- And though after my skin worms destroy this body, yet in my flesh shall I see God: Friends if I have to die before Christ returns I hope I can say those same words. Even though the skin worms destroy this body in the flesh I shall see GOD. If Job knew this, we can know this too if we find him. The Word does say seek Him while He can be found, cause we will see him whether we want to or not.

Thanks again jesseb's

Shalom and Peace to Israel

Home is where the heart is

2009-04-08T07:29:00.007-05:00

There is a saying that goes, "home is where the heart is", and there's a song that goes like this, "once you leave you can never go back". It's not that I think you can't go back, you just can't go back and change the things that happened in the past. You ask forgiveness and go on. We as humans have a tendency to hold on to things much to long and it eats at us and usually destroys what bit of hope we have. Things happen that we will never in a million years understand. We never really stop to think maybe it's not for us to understand, stop sulking and move on. Home is where the heart is.

I lived in Texas most of my life, 42 years to be exact. I left there 8 years ago. and I will always be a Texan, it's the state of my birth no matter were I live or choose to live. I have only one reason to go back to Texas and that is my son. But I really don't know if I could ever live in Texas again. Things there are different now, and the freaken' cost of living is out of control. I don't see how the the older folks and disabled live off what they do. I know people will say that's every where, duh, I know that its everywhere. I ain't gonna make excuses, my home is no longer there, my heart is not there. It is like when Jesus was born and they sought to destroy him, GOD sent an angel to tell Mary and Joseph to leave until it was safe. GOD did not tell me to leave, (maybe He did and I'm just not realizing it), but change is what I need, for my mental and physical health. Home is where my heart is.

You can't please everyone, so you have to please yourself. Mostly you have to do what is best for you. Home is where your heart is.

THANKS jesseb's

Shalom and Peace to Israel

Life and marriage is not always peachy.

2009-04-08T05:32:00.007-05:00

When we were young we couldn't wait to grow up, but growing up isn't always what it seems, with growing up comes responsibility, and no one every said it would be peachy. If they did they sure fooled the hell out of you! Again I say, it comes with responsibilities. At eighteen you are known as an adult, it will become a time when you will have to pay for your actions. Just because your parents raised you one way does not even mean you will choose that path. At twenty-one you will be allowed to drink as an adult, what you make of that, is what you choose to make of it. Like we said life is not always peachy.

After eighteen you are allowed to do a lot of different things, we have already mentioned the drinking thing. You graduate if you choose to, that is also your choice, this day and time not many kids do finish school but that is what they make of it. If you choose college, that is great, but not to sound negative, a lot of people who go to college wind up working the same minimum wage job as a people without the college degree. A college education does not promise you that life will be grand. See we are not promised things on a silver platter it's just some are lucky enough to be born into it (and it probably wasn't made honestly), you see life is not always peachy.

Then next comes another big challenge in you life, marriage, yikes scary thought. This is one decision you better be ready for. Many things can happen in this one, wow, how do we start on this one. First of all marriage cannot be one sided, first thing that needs to be done is to sit down the both of you and make a list of pro's and con's. Is it really love or infatuation? Just because one is smart and pretty or smart and handsome isn't grounds for marriage. Do you to really want to spend the rest of your days together, if you always argue now, will that be an everyday thing? The little irritants you dislike now, (but overlook), will not go away just because you get married and likely after time will become big irritants. Life is to short to be miserable all your days. Marriage is not always bliss. Will you be happy today and tomorrow wonder why in the hell you did this? Is your soon to be spouse committed more to their family than they will be to you? Marriage is not always peachy and it's hard no matter how committed you are.

The bible tells us this, EXODUS 20:12 Honor thy father and thy mother. Truly it says to honor thy father and mother, honor and respect, for they are the ones who brought you into this world. With saying that, you must ween yourself from your parents when you become one in marriage. Matthew 19: 4-6-4 And he answered and said unto them, Have ye not read, that he which made them at the beginning made them male and female, 5 And said, For this cause shall a man leave father and mother, and shall cleave to his wife: and they twain shall be one flesh? 6 Wherefore they are no more twain, but one flesh. What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder. The parents take a back seat to thy spouse and if you can't do that your marriage is doomed before it starts and if you have feelings for another person, get it out before you say I do, it will save you in the end, because marriage ain't all peachy.

Young people before you do things, think about them before you leap, and especially having kids should not be rushed. Give yourselves time to get to know each other, believe it or not, being married to someone is different than just living together. Marriage is all good if you are meant for each other. Just because you live with someone for years does not mean marriage is right, especially if you fight and argue all the time. If you do, the two of you must get it under control before you say I do. Do it now, it will save a lot of sadness and heartache, and if you have any doubts don't do it. REALLY life and marriage is not always peachy.

Ephesians 5:33 - 33 Nevertheless let every one of you in particular so love his wife even as himself; and the wife see that she reverence her husband.

These are God's instruction for marriage. Love, honor and obey, become one in thinking and actions. Love each other as Jesus loves you.

thanks again jesseb's

Shalom and Peace to Israel

Problem child

2009-04-03T05:19:00.008-05:00

You know we are born into the world as a child, we grow up to be adults and have kids of our own, and their kids grow up and most have kids of their own, it seems a continuing cycle. GOD did say be fruitful and multiply, and man did just that and continues to. There are some people who shouldn't have kids at all, it is those who are self-centered, also known as a narcissist. A narcissist is a person full of egotism and pride, it's all about them and only them. They are the ones who have all the problems, (IN THEIR OWN MINDS), in life they have an ego that is built above the stars, and very proud of what they have. They also have a tendency to have, everything better then anyone else, ( it's called KEEP UP WITH THE JONES'S). You can't have a conversation with them unless its about their horrible life or in some cases their wonderful life and what they are getting. I can speak from experience, I have a stepdaughter that is this way. The name will not be mentioned to protect the innocent.

It seems when things are going her way all is well. Maybe she had a rough childhood, but it couldn't have been any rougher than a lot of other peoples. I realize the world categorizes folks in 3 different categories; we have the wealthy, the middle class and the poor. It's a shame we look at it that way, but that's the way it's been forever. I don't think it is because they were poor that she became the way she is, maybe it was a lack of attention as a child, not enough love, but I can't see that. Maybe it was because she had to compete against a younger half-sister that her dad showed more attention to, maybe it was because of her real parents divorcing when she was young. I really don't know but I know she is a very spiteful and hurtful person.

It seems she has a way to hurt everyone around her, especially my wife, who helped raise her from her pre-teen years through college. Yes, she was her step-mom, but she shows love no different to one than she does the other. My wife couldn't have kids so when she married a man with kids they became her kids, and when we married my kids became her kids also, she loves my kids on the same level as the others, she shows no difference. She has never tried to replace their mothers. She is a great woman. But with all that said, she with the countless thousands of other parents out there, does not deserve to be disrespected or abused by ingrate children.

I have a daughter who moved here with us a few years back from Texas, and she lived with us for a while. It's funny how the other daughter can forget so quickly that at one time she, (the narcissist daughter), lived with us for a while when she moved back here also. The only thing different was one paid her way and the other didn't. (Can you guess which one?) For some reason she gave my wife hell about my daughter staying with us and can't remember she did the same. I guess what I'm trying to get at is, we have always had to walk on egg shells with this girl. We love our grand kids very much all 10 of them, and two of those 10 are her children. She will do everything she can to keep the wife upset by not letting us see them because she's pissed. She has used our seeing our grand kids against us as a punishment, and it hurts like hell. Now it seems the term has come full circle, and the grief is starting again. I realize that my daughter is no saint and she could do more in their sisterly relationship, but how in the hell does one get along with a narcissistic person? Grin and bare it? It gets old.

Well I guess I've whined enough and if anyone can explain to us how to deal with this problem woman-child let us know.

jesseb's anythinggoes

Shalom and Peace to Israel

GOD is not

2009-04-01T08:41:00.007-05:00

I have to answer a question brought before me concerning why things happens. A lot of people can't understand why marriages end. A lot of people wonder why GOD lets these things happen, well first of all one must come to grip with reality. GOD is not to blame, it is so easy for one to blame GOD for everything which is wrong. I wrote in my last blog that GOD gave man a brain to choose right from wrong. It takes two to make a marriage work, but, we fight against another power, (spirit), the devil, and it is so easy to blame him for everything also, and every time we give him credit for anything it is just giving him more power over us and our lives.

1Corinthians's 14:33 says this, "For GOD is not the author of chaos (confusion) but of peace, in all the churches of the saints". We can look at this in two ways, A church is -One of the groups of Christians who have their own beliefs and forms of worship. It plainly says a group of Christians, meaning friends, we are the church. Our bodies are the temple of the Holy Spirit or Holy Ghost.

1 Corinthians 6:19-"know ye not that ye are the temple of the Holy Ghost which is not yours but GOD's". It is hard for some to believe that even though we make up the church and that we are filled with the Holy ghost, that we can fall from grace but we can. We are nothing but mere humans made from the dirt of the earth. What we do with these beings that we are, is our fault, our choice, we have a choice to serve God or not to serve Him, and live our life accordingly. If we mess up our families, our lives and/or our marriages it's our own fault.

GOD does not cause marriage to split or break up. Some things happen that can be explained, but people refuse to understand. Especially when it comes to the younger kids in the marriage. Then you try and explain and they wont believe, because there seems to be a good parent and bad parent in every marriage when they split. They can only see one side, when there are two sides to everything. In most cases who ever the kids end up living with is who they side with. There is a tendency for at least one of the parents to talk and point out the bad things about the other parent, it happens in just about all breakups, and the kids see only one side and refuse to see both sides of the matter. Again I say GOD does not cause marriages or cause families to break up. People (husbands and/or wives (humans)) cause families to split. If we were to say we were never a christian, a preacher, pastor and everything we did was a farce, would that make things right enough, to be forgiven our down falling? No it wouldn't.
Again I say, things happen for a reason, and I believe that to some point. The reason is we are given choices to choose what we do and only we are to blame for those choices. There's not much more I can say on this matter, and I probably didn't make my point, but I'm trying to say, GOD is not the blame.

jesseb's

Shalom and Peace to Israel

Not a dad (open letter to my kids)

2009-03-28T06:55:00.008-05:00

I have often talked about being a preacher for so many years, and even though its a part of my past, I can't forget it. Just about everyday, I'm reminded about it. We are only human and we make mistakes some we overcome and some we seem to not be able to let go of. The Bible talks about forgiveness, and that we have to forgive others their trespasses. That's what the word says we must do to be called a child of GOD.

Everyone has skeletons in their closets, and if they say they don't, they are in denial. So I must say that even I have a few skeletons in my past. Somethings are better left in the closet, but sometimes they have to come out to clear the air, especially to clear the air and end misunderstanding and turmoil. Sometimes it just makes things worse. The only perfect people in the world have been taken home already, Abraham and Elijah.

I was far from perfect in my past, and I guess that was even when I was preaching also. As I sit back and try to remember, I think I made a lot of mistakes, they say it's supposed to be GOD, family, then work. In my past it turned out to be work, GOD, then family. Talk about having things backwards that is me. Out of 22 tears of Preaching, I think I might have had it right the first 10 years. We gave GOD 110%, a lot of folks thought we were Jehovah witnesses, because of our beliefs. We didn't celebrate many of the holidays because of their pagan origins: Christmas, Easter, Valentines day, Halloween. We did celebrate the fourth of July, Thanksgiving, and a few others, and yes I robbed my kids of some of the best things and times. Am I ashamed of not celebrating those holidays? No. WHY, because they are some of the hidden truths of the Bible. Still I wasn't a dad.

The reason I say that I may have had it right the first 10 years, is because it was GOD, family work. I worked in construction during that time and had time to be a Dad, plenty of time to serve GOD and be a dad and work. Then I got a job which I thought was a blessing, until I myself turned it into a curse. We worked rotating 3 shifts and an opportunity presented itself to work 16 hours a day, and I took advantage of it. I worked six days a week, 12 to 16 hours a day, then it went to seven days a week. It was WORK, WORK, WORK, and not much time for GOD or family. In my trying to make a living for my kids, so they wouldn't need like I did when I was a kid, I lost my kids. Making sure they had everything, didn't make me the Dad they needed. I missed their childhood. I wasn't a dad at all.

Now today I have to ask my 3 (grown) kids to forgive me for not being there for them in the way they needed me to be. I have to say mostly to my son, (my youngest), I am sorry for not being there all the time I should have been. I know that we did do a few things together, but not enough to be a real Dad, and I truly regret it. I know you hold it against me for divorcing your mom, however, there are things that went on that you'll never know of, and I will go to my grave with it I guess.

To my son, the day I left your mom, I gave up on GOD also, but I never gave up on you. I hope you can truly forgive me. In life it takes two to tango, and it wasn't all my fault, but I DO take my share of the blame. So with that I can say no more. I love you son.

I love my kids and miss them all, and even though there were things going on they'll never know, I want them to know it wasn't them. I was not a dad.

Hopefully one day you all can completely forgive me.

jesseb's your dad.

Shalom and Peace to Israel.

SAFE - NOT REALLY

2009-03-26T08:13:00.011-05:00

I was reading through the news on MSN.com, an article from MSNBC about the problem of the drug cartel in Mexico and how it could become another Iraq. But what about it becoming like the war against the Taliban? The United States is in trouble for sure. We already have violent gangs here. The Hells Angels, the Bloods, the Crips. The Bloods and Crips were part of the same gang until there was an internal war, and some broke off and started the Bloods. The Hells Angels, (the juries still out on with me), was or is a Club, but are known to have dealings with drugs, world wide violence, trafficking in stolen goods, and extortion. It's been said that it might have had some affiliation with the Pissed off Bastards of Bloomington, and the Boozefighters of the late 1940's amd 50's.

So how close to another Iraq are we, well it's hard to tell. Are we going to invade Mexico, are we going to become passive and begin to talk to them and slap them on the hand, as it seems the present regimes seems to want to do with Iran, Afghanistan, China and Russia. Friends there is enough trouble right here in this United States of America to start another American Civil war. Of the 3 gangs mentioned, two are known to have members in OUR military here at home and abroad, the Crips and Bloods. Now that really sounds safe to me, doesn't it you all. ( SAFE - NOT REALLY)

It seems to me that the 3 all started or began in Los Angeles, California and San Fransisco between the 1940's and late 1970's but there's another gang I haven't even mentioned yet, a ruthless more violent gang, whose goal is to become the largest and baddest, top gang in America, MS-13. They also originated in Los Angeles in the 80's and spread to Central America and other parts of America. It is said that in 2005 their membership was around 50,000 and their activities include: Drug smuggling and sales, black market gun sells, human trafficking, auto theft, assaults on Law Enforcement, home invasions and contract killings. They are composed mostly of Salvadorans, Hondurans, Guatemalans, and Nicaraguans. In Los Angeles, they are predominately made up of Mexicans and African-American. Salvadoran authorities report that 60% of prison inmates in for gang related crimes have either fled prosecution or been deported from the United States. Doesn't that make you feel safe as I do, (SAFE - NOT REALLY)

Which bring us to the next QUESTION. Will Mexico become another Iraq? It all depends on how many cartels and war lords there are in Mexico. When you have over 7,000 murders and slayings in one year, (that means that there are MANYYYYY), everything these days is about power money and drugs. With the number of gang members in our military and abroad and all the border guards from Texas, Arizona, and California, how many of them are on the take? How many elected officials in Mexico and America are on the take or who all can be had? The war on Drugs really should have started sooner than it did, and are we really committed to it? How close are we to a Civil War here? Close! The battle in Mexico will be more like fighting the taliban in the mountain regions of Afghanistan, where most of them are held up. If we are going to fight against drugs in Mexico, we need to close up the borders of Florida also where many comes in also. So are we really safe? (SAFE - NOT REALLY)

Friends, once we start this war on the drug cartels and war lords in Mexico and other places, we will be entering into a whole new error in our history. Once we begin to close off the cartel's and drug smuggler's routes into America there will become a civil unrest as we have never seen. There won't be a person alive that will be safe from their wrath. No power - no money, no drugs - no money. Money is the very thing that drives the life of every human being, if you have riches you want to keep those riches and want even more, its just a way of life. If you never had money and come into some money you want to keep it and want more, it also is a way of life. So friends let us keep our eyes open to what is going to transpire in the days and years to come, it's going to get interesting for sure. Are we safe? (NOTTTTT REALLYYYYY)

until the next time jesseb's

Shalom and Peace to Israel

Why GOD?

2009-03-25T06:53:00.018-05:00

I have often talked about GOD and how Great He is, and there is no way I can or will ever turn from my belief in Him, especially in the days we face ahead. So many times I have seen and heard, "why does GOD let things happen?" War, rape, molestation, killing, abortion, child theft, WHY? WHY? WHY? Well I don't have the answer still today, but I can say that there are two spirits in the world. Anyone who has ever picked up a bible has read the story of Adam and Eve. God will not be mocked. He plainly told Adam these words in Genesis 2:17, But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eat thereof thou shalt surely die. Again I say its pretty simple, eat of the tree of knowledge you will surely die.

If you truly know the story there was a serpent, he was cunning and crafty also the father of lies. You can't really say that he tricked Eve, he deceived her, he caused her to believe what was not true, so she ate of the TREE then enticed Adam to eat also, then they knew good and evil. Not everyone knows that the serpent-(snake) use to walk upright until he was cursed. This was the first instance of God verses the Devil, that is why he crawls on his belly still today. Ever since the beginning of time there has been good verses evil. Another instance of evil we can find in Genesis the 4Th chapter, Adam and Eve had two sons Cain and Abel. Because of jealousy Cain became angry and killed his brother. What about when Lucifer was the chief archangel? He was beautiful, but, because of this he became conceited, arrogant, and self centered. He thought himself higher than GOD, he lead a revolt against GOD in heaven (yes a war in heaven) and was cast out. He is the spirit that causes men to do the evil things they do. NOT GOD.

So far we have seen deceit, anger, jealousy, murder, lying, rebellion and disobedience and haven't even gotten out of the first 4 chapters of the bible. What was done in the beginning in time is no different than it is now. Back in the days of early Rome even in Sodom and Gomorrah, rape, molestation, incest, nothing was off limits. Take your choice of what you wanted to do.
Ecclesiastes 1:9, The thing that hath been, it is that which shall be; and that which is done is that which shall be done: and there is no new thing under the sun. THERE IS NOTHING NEW. What has been will be, but, the question that is always asked is, "why does GOD lets these things happen"? Well let's say that when God gave man a soul he also gave man a brain. He gave man the ability to choose, God's will verses man's will. There is not a man or woman on the face of this planet earth that GOD wants to perish.

Whether any one wants to believe or not there is not one soul here on earth that doesn't belong to GOD. It doesn't matter if you're Christan, Buddhist, Atheist, Scientologist and so on, or even your own person, you belong to GOD. There are so many times GOD gets a bum wrap, because He lets men make their own choices. We have seen deceit, anger, jealousy, murder, lying, rebellion, and now we will show you child theft. Its kind of long so bare with me, read for yourselves and see. Why GOD?

1st Kings 3:16-27 [16] Then came there two women, that were harlots, unto the king, and stood before him. 17 And the one woman said, O my lord, I and this woman dwell in one house; and I was delivered of a child with her in the house. 18 And it came to pass the third day after that I was delivered, that this woman was delivered also: and we were together; there was no stranger with us in the house, save we two in the house. 19 And this woman's child died in the night; because she overlaid it. 20 And she arose at midnight, and took my son from beside me, while thine handmaid slept, and laid it in her bosom, and laid her dead child in my bosom. 21 And when I rose in the morning to give my child suck, behold, it was dead: but when I had considered it in the morning, behold, it was not my son, which I did bear. 22 And the other woman said, Nay; but the living is my son, and the dead is thy son. And this said, No; but the dead is thy son, and the living is my son. Thus they spake before the king.23 Then said the king, The one saith, This is my son that lived, and thy son is the dead: and the other saith, Nay; but thy son is the dead, and my son is the living. 24 And the king said, Bring me a sword. And they brought a sword before the king. 25 And the king said, Divide the living child in two, and give half to the one, and half to the other. 26 Then spake the woman whose the living child was unto the king, for her bowels yearned upon her son, and she said, O my lord, give her the living child, and in no wise slay it. But the other said, Let it be neither mine nor thine, but divide it. 27 Then the king answered and said, Give her the living child, and in no wise slay it: she is the mother thereof.

Let me say this, you all as well as myself have heard the stories of mothers who kill their kids as well as fathers. They SAY that they heard the voice of GOD telling them to kill, but, it is nothing more than the voice of the devil. That's not a cop out that's the truth. I GUESS we could sit here all day and talk and write, we could go into every part of the Bible and find things that happens today, that is nothing new that hasn't happened already. It's just that for the last 50 years we hear more about this because someone has finally begun to report such things and stand up. It's no longer swept under the rug and forgotten, no one turns a blind eye to it.

We are mere custodians of the child GOD gives us, as we said all things belong to GOD. Deny it all one wants but it's true. It is not my place to question GOD on any matter. But the day of retribution is drawing near. The above mentioned crimes should in no way be taken as a grain of salt, they are crimes against men, women, boys, and girls, as well as crimes against God and men will face Him soon. If it hadn't been for GODS mercy, we'd still be living by the laws of the jungle. Hey why not an eye for an eye? It would be fine with me.

One thing to remember is all will stand before the JUDGMENT SEAT OF GOD, and answer for their deeds. Why GOD?

until next time
jesseb's anythinggoes

Shalom and Peace to Israel.

Friends

2009-03-24T20:42:00.005-05:00

Friends I'm still around just going through what I think they call writers block or something like that so I'll be back as soon as possible, so please don't give up on me please. okay later.

jesseb's

Shalom and Peace to Israel.

Help me understand

2009-03-18T08:55:00.009-05:00

I'm not a real political person but I can read, a lot of folks blame ex-President Bush for the way the American economy is today. I can understand that, but is it really all his fault? Well to me myself I really don't think he's all the blame, just part of the blame. I read an article this morning that he said Obama deserves his silence, not that Obama would listen, and I agree totally with that. I am not going to lie, I was a Bush supporter until he lost his focus and to me that was when he put to much effort toward Iraq, and less attention on America. As far as protecting America I believe he did a great job and I think we need to keep an eye on Obama's policies. But the American economy being terrible, even sad, isn't all his fault. I was born and raised in a town about 55 miles from Round Rock, Texas, home of where Dell Computers was founded. Yes I have 2 Dell computers and was proud of the fact that they were American made, until my wife's Dell laptop quit working and come to find out it's parts were made in 3 or 4 countries other than America. Another thing that irks me is I filled out a form for disability for SSI the other day and got a call back, they called and left a message and number to call back. I called back 10 times and I mean 10 times and it was foreigners that answered all 10 times. And it was for Bender and Bender law firm, one of the Nation's largest. Does anyone speakie the English anymore? I think Obama, or who ever should do their damndest to do what ever it takes to bring American companies back to America. But that's probably just a dream also. I guess I need to wake up out of this dream I'm in and realize NO matter who we elect from here on out America will never be America again. Will someone please slap me and wake me up from this nightmare or the fantasy world I'm trying to create, PLEASEEEEEE. I promise I wont hold it against you.

Online business

2009-03-18T08:13:00.010-05:00

Is there anyone out there that can tell me how I can start an online business without having to pay someone a fee, or underlying charge. I want it to be where I am the total boss and people can buy from me directly. Something in the way such the like of eBay or the such, I am a Nascar fan and have a lot of collectibles to sell as well as other things also. There has to be away to get started .I need to know the easiest way to get started because my mind isn't what it use to be. There has to be a way, and if anyone has a simple way please let me know.

Thanks jesseb's
Shalom and peace to Israel

Prince Logan aka Chucky

2009-03-17T06:26:00.005-05:00

This is our 8 month old grandson. He is one precious little boy we love so much, but who wouldn't love a face like that. His name is Logan aka Chucky from the movie child's play. He was born with a condition where his soft spot closed up to soon, and the bones of the skull grew and overlapped each other causing his head to grow in the shape of a football. Well this past month he had surgery, (cranial vault reconstruction), to correct the the matter. The operation that was supposed to take 6 hours took 2 hours, the swelling that was supposed to be bad enough to cause his eyes to swell shut, was limited to one side of his head and slight, and he didn't even have to stay in ICU, the 2 to 3 days as they thought. Well Prince Logan aka Chucky is at home and doing great, being his mean little self. We love you so much Chucky.

jesseb's

Princess Kaiti Pooh

2009-03-17T05:59:00.009-05:00

The year was 2005 in a state not so far a way, there was born a little lady named Princess Kaiti. To most she is Kaitlynn but to her paw paw and meemo she is Kaiti pooh. At times she can be a pill, but who cares they grow up so fast. Even though we knew there would come a day when she would go home, (she stayed with us most of her first 3 years), we cherish every day we get to spend with her. At meemo's and paw paw's house she has her own castle, furnished with a bed, television, and her choice of toys. Even though she will grow away from us one day, I hope we will never become just a thought. Princess Kaiti Pooh we will always love you with all our hearts

jesseb's

draw the line

2009-03-17T05:05:00.006-05:00

This morning in the world of politics and corruption. American taxpayer's money is still being abused, A.I.G is a joke. But what can we do we're the ones who elected the very ones who has approved the money for them, well let me back up some I forgot, I didn't vote so what do I have to gripe about??? I'm still a tax payer. One thing I do believe is this is going to be the worst tax and spend administration ever voted into office. And, if GOD should cause this world to last another 50 years our grand kids won't have a future. The first thing they should do before handing over to any of the in trouble corporations, sign a contract that none of the money goes toward bonuses, and if caught doing so it should be automatic prison time. That's just my feeling thanks.

jesseb'sanythinggoes
Shalom and Peace to Israel.

GOD is an AWESOME GOD.

2009-03-15T11:43:00.019-05:00

I have followed GOD for well over 3/4s of my life, I have seen the high times and low times. GOD is good even more than that, He is great, wonderful, awesome! We have seen over and over again the mighty hand of GOD move in miraculous ways, from healing a young lady that was beaten so bad by her husband that she was paralyzed and told she would never walk again, to fixing a hot water heater in the mist of winter, to fixing a transmission on a car in a tornado, yes it all happened. We have seen the hand of GOD hold off rain for 9 hours by asking him to so we could work. In construction when it rains no work can be done, unless it's indoors, that day when work was over he sent the rain. GOD is an AWESOME GOD.

To know of GOD is great, but to know Him in all of His glory is wonderful. We have seen GOD in all his splendor. The works of his mighty hand. Who can deny it, even you are His handy work. Genesis 1: 27, GOD made you in His own image, male and female. You are made in His image. Look around the world at the different races, there are Japanese, Chinese, Iraqis, Canadians, Americans, Afro-American, Greek, Jews, Israelis, and so on. We are all created in His own image.

It's just a shame not all believe in the ways of GOD, in words, actions and/or deeds. Many different religions believe in many different gods, Isis the goddess of fertility, which Easter is known by. Cedar trees, (Nimrod), animal worship such as back in Egypt, (the golden calf), moon worship, sun worship, man worship more than the true GOD and so on. But, there is only one true GOD and He's an AWESOME GOD.

Out of all the gods in the worlds, (religions), He is the only God you can kick, spit, scream, and curse that you won't lose an ear, tongue, arm or leg in doing so. I believe in one of the countries if you kill a cow. you may lose your life or be stoned. IF you ever get the chance to see the movie, The Apostle, (if you haven't), starring Robert Duvall, you can say, scream, holler, get mad, all you want and your safe.

There are 6 sins and even the seventh is an abomination,
Proverbs 6:16-19 [16] These six things does the LORD hate: yes, seven are an abomination to him: [17] A proud look, a lying tongue, and hands that shed innocent blood, [18] An heart that devises wicked imaginations, feet that be swift in running to mischief, [19] A false witness that speaks lies, and he that sows discord among brothers. These are known as the 7 deadly sin each one stand on it's on. A proud look is as "look at me I am something", a lying tongue is one that lies and constantly lies, hands that work to destroy innocent people, a heart that devises imaginations, or those who lust after forbidden things, such as lusting vain empty imaginations, running to mischief is one who always is stirring up trouble with someone, a false witness who speaks lies about things that are untrue, and a church going brother or sister who constantly is sowing discord and heartache among the church. All these can be forgiven you, they are sins against all.

Matthew 12: 32- Whoever speaks a word against the Son of Man, it shall be forgiven him; but whoever speaks against the Holy Spirit, it shall not be forgiven him, either in this age or in the age to come.

There is only one sin you can not be forgiven, that is Blasphemy of the Holy Spirit or Holy Ghost. Blasphemy is the act of depriving something of it sacred character. Which means denying, speaking against it's very existence, and It being the spirit and power of the most high GOD. By saying there is no spirit of GOD is Blasphemy. By saying that God did not hold His end of the bargain, blaming Him is not blasphemy. You can scream at GOD all you want, blame God all you want, He's probably laughing. GOD is an AWESOME GOD.

By me telling you this, if I be wrong your blood is on my hands, and I mean that, and I will stand accountable if I mislead you. But I am NOT urging anyone to curse GOD YOU MAY SAY THE WRONG THING. Still GOD is an AWESOME GOD.

UNTIL THE NEXT TIME
jesseb's
Shalom and Peace to Israel.

No comment

2009-03-15T07:00:00.003-05:00

Here I sit in front of my computer, wondering what to write next. Don't have a clue so I will write again when something comes around so friends keep on trucking and keep on blogging.

jesseb'

Help the ignorant

2009-03-12T17:46:00.005-05:00

I have to admit that I thought I was one of the most ignorant people in the world. But today, I found someone worse than me. I fight depression everyday of my life, I go to the doctor 4, 5 even 6 times a month if not more. I have been treated with about 10 different meds so far and none of them work very long, if at all. I have had to get documentation every time I've been. My Doctor has even filled out family leave papers telling them that I am going through chronic anxiety, panic attacks and depression, and that at this time I am incapacitated, not able to perform job duties as required, and signed the papers 2/24/2009 and I just went last Thursday again. Today I receive an e-mail, saying he needs current documentation, duh dude, how much more current do you want, oh and also an original signature. Uhh she uses a stamp like many Doctors do any more. But then again I guess it's the ignorance of a Government supervisor, who doesn't know his ass from a hole in the ground. Does anyone out there know how I can get my disability retirement started as she has suggested, please let me know. I need some help with this, because I know not what to do.

jesseb's anything goes

A day draws nigh.

2009-03-09T03:19:00.007-05:00

We had made up our mind the last blog that we wrote, that we weren't going to write on christianty any longer. Well I guess I was wrong again. Its 3:00 am Monday morning and I woke up because I couldn't sleep. I came across this article from MSNBC, about America losing it's religion. Sounds kind of scary, another teaching of the bible coming true. Friends we have in the last 30 years and even longer been slowly but surely seeing things happen that Jesus spoke about. We are just now reaching a place where the human eye and mind can see and visualize. What certain things are happening, first the election of a Muslim born President, (which he denies but will be manifest soon). That is just one instance. No, there's more to come, wanting to make peace with terrorist in Afghanistan, just another sign for what is written when they say peace and safety then comes sudden destruction. That day draws nigh.

A global recession that no one thought the would ever see again since the great depression. Well folks, we ain't seen nothing yet, another foretold. We can stimulus this and stimulus that, (hey world wake up, it ain't happening it won't work). We can print all the money in the world but you can't buy Prophecy my friends. And remember the great depression, when men were jumping from buildings committing suicide, well this is not the 1920's, 30's or 40's friend it's the year of 2009, there won't be many suicides these days. The minds of men have no conscience these days. The big banks and high minded corporation leaders attitude is, take what I can and let me get away with it and get the hell out. A day draws nigh

Well, I feel like certain Senators, two to be exact, Richard Shelby, and John McCain, on two of the Sunday morning talk shows, said that we should let some of the big banks fail, just like the smaller banks are, what's good for the goose is good for the gander. We don't need any Zombie banks. We need to send a message to them that we're not going to keep pouring tax payers money into failing institutions. Well I'm all for that. There is an article that we started talking about at the beginning, More Americans are losing their religion. Its sad, but it's no surprise. There is a parable we need to look at. Luke 18:1-8.

Luke 18:1-8. [1] And he spake a parable unto them to this end, that men ought always to pray, and not to faint;[2] Saying, There was in a city a judge, which feared not God, neither regarded man: [3] And there was a widow in that city; and she came unto him, saying, Avenge me of mine adversary.[4] And he would not for a while: but afterward he said within himself, Though I fear not God, nor regard man; [5] Yet because this widow troubleth me, I will avenge her, lest by her continual coming she weary me.[6] And the Lord said, Hear what the unjust judge saith.[7] And shall not God avenge his own elect, which cry day and night unto him, though he bear long with them?[8] I tell you that he will avenge them speedily. Nevertheless when the Son of man cometh, shall he find faith on the earth? We had to give you all that to see the picture. Jesus will avenge his elect, but when the time is right. Yes the day has been set, God the Father knows the day. Yes, a day draws nigh.

Will Christ find faith when he comes? I believe that there will be faith, (believers), but not as we see today. Why, because of what GOD showed John the revelator. He saw and heard and wrote, Revelations 13;11-18-[11]And I beheld another beast coming up out of the earth; and he had two horns like a lamb, and he spake as a dragon.[12]And he exerciseth all the power of the first beast before him, and causeth the earth and them which dwell therein to worship the first beast, whose deadly wound was healed. [13] And he doeth great wonders, so that he maketh fire come down from heaven on the earth in the sight of men. [14] And deceiveth them that dwell on the earth by the means of those miracles which he had power to do in the sight of the beast; saying to them that dwell on the earth, that they should make an image to the beast, which had the wound by a sword, and did live. [15] And he had power to give life unto the image of the beast, that the image of the beast should both speak, and cause that as many as would not worship the image of the beast should be killed. [16] And he causeth all, both small and great, rich and poor, free and bond, to receive a mark in their right hand, or in their foreheads: [17] And that no man might buy or sell, save he that had the mark, or the name of the beast, or the number of his name [18] Here is wisdom. Let him that hath understanding count the number of the beast: for it is the number of a man; and his number is (Six hundred threescore and six. = 666 ). Fear not the number friends, fear the man, but then again fear the one who can kill the body and soul.

I am going to copy the article and it will be long but we need to read the article.

A wide-ranging study on American religious life found that the Roman Catholic population has been shifting out of the Northeast to the Southwest, the percentage of Christians in the nation has declined and more people say they have no religion at all.

Fifteen percent of respondents said they had no religion, an increase from 14.2 percent in 2001 and 8.2 percent in 1990, according to the American Religious Identification Survey.
Northern New England surpassed the Pacific Northwest as the least religious region, with Vermont reporting the highest share of those claiming no religion, at 34 percent. Still, the study found that the numbers of Americans with no religion rose in every state"No other religious bloc has kept such a pace in every state," the study's authors said.

Catholics on the decline in Northeast. In the Northeast, self-identified Catholics made up 36 percent of adults last year, down from 43 percent in 1990. At the same time, however, Catholics grew to about one-third of the adult population in California and Texas, and one-quarter of Floridians, largely due to Latino immigration, according to the research.

Nationally, Catholics remain the largest religious group, with 57 million people saying they belong to the church. The tradition gained 11 million followers since 1990, but its share of the population fell by about a percentage point to 25 percent.

Christians who aren't Catholic also are a declining segment of the country.
In 2008, Christians comprised 76 percent of U.S. adults, compared to about 77 percent in 2001 and about 86 percent in 1990. Researchers said the dwindling ranks of mainline Protestants, including Methodists, Lutherans and Episcopalians, largely explains the shift. Over the last seven years, mainline Protestants dropped from just over 17 percent to 12.9 percent of the population.
The report from The Program on Public Values at Trinity College in Hartford, Conn., surveyed 54,461 adults in English or Spanish from February through November of last year. It has a margin of error of plus or minus 0.5 percentage points. The findings are part of a series of studies on American religion by the program that will later look more closely at reasons behind the trends.
Organized religion playing less of a role
The current survey, being released Monday, found traditional organized religion playing less of a role in many lives. Thirty percent of married couples did not have a religious wedding ceremony and 27 percent of respondents said they did not want a religious funeral.About 12 percent of Americans believe in a higher power but not the personal God at the core of monotheistic faiths. And, since 1990, a slightly greater share of respondents — 1.2 percent — said they were part of new religious movements, including Scientology, Wicca and Santeria.The study also found signs of a growing influence of churches that either don't belong to a denomination or play down their membership in a religious group.
Respondents who called themselves "non-denominational Christian" grew from 0.1 percent in 1990 to 3.5 percent last year. Congregations that most often use the term are mega-churches considered "seeker sensitive." They use rock style music and less structured prayer to attract people who don't usually attend church. Researchers also found a small increase in those who prefer being called evangelical or born-again, rather than claim membership in a denomination, Evangelical or born-again Americans make up 34 percent of all American adults and 45 percent of all Christians and Catholics, the study found. Researchers found that 18 percent of Catholics consider themselves born-again or evangelical, and nearly 39 percent of mainline Protestants prefer those labels. Many mainline Protestant groups are riven by conflict over how they should interpret what the Bible says about gay relationships, salvation and other issues.
Pentecostals stay steady.
The percentage of Pentecostals remained mostly steady since 1990 at 3.5 percent, a surprising finding considering the dramatic spread of the tradition worldwide. Pentecostals are known for a spirited form of Christianity that includes speaking in tongues and a belief in modern-day miracles.

I really didn't mean for this to be so long but those who wants to know need to know where we stand today. Close, I really feel we won't see another 10 to 20 years if we do, it will only be by the Grace of God.
Back when the early Holy roman empire ruled millions upon millions of Christians lost their lives for the Gospel sake. Look out again its coming. FRIENDS, I'm gonna back on out of here now and leave one scripture for you all to read, it's pretty explanatory when read.
REVELATIONS 6:13-17- [13] And the stars of heaven fell unto the earth, even as a fig tree casteth her untimely figs, when she is shaken of a mighty wind. [14] And the heaven departed as a scroll when it is rolled together; and every mountain and island were moved out of their places. [15]And the kings of the earth, and the great men, and the rich men, and the chief captains, and the mighty men, and every bondman, and every free man, hid themselves in the dens and in the rocks of the mountains; [16] And said to the mountains and rocks, Fall on us, and hide us from the face of him that sitteth on the throne, and from the wrath of the Lamb:[17] 6 For the great day of his wrath is come; and who shall be able to stand? Its a coming. Again, will Christ find faith when he comes?
WHAT IT IS TELLING YOU IS THE THE END IS NEAR, NO MARK. NO BUYING, OR SELLING, OR EATING. YOU GIVE INTO THE BEAST, YOU'VE SOLD OUT CHRIST. EAT WELL AND LIVE WELL, YOU PAY IN THE END.

THANKS AGAIN ( Keep your eyes on Israel ) a day draws nigh
jesseb's anything goes
Shalom and Peace to Israel

Amazing Grace.

2009-03-08T12:30:00.014-05:00

We've all heard this song at least once in our life. One of the most beautiful, most original songs every wrote. It is one that can transform the heart of any man, yet the most callused, hardened, of heart. It is about a man who gave it all. A MAN who carries still today the weight of the world on his shoulders. It is by his purpose we wake up to the precious breath of life every day or lay our heads down at night. His name is one of the greatest ever spoken, conceived by a virgin, being place there by the will of GOD. It is none other than the son of GOD, the Lord Jesus Christ. That once you find that, AMAZING GRACE.

The picture below depicts Jesus carrying Cross, the weight of the world on his shoulders.

The words are as follows-

Amazing Grace! How sweet the sound
That saved a wretch like me!
I once was lost, but now am found
Was blind, but now I see.

'Twas Grace that taught my heart to fear,
And Grace my fears relieved.
How precious did that Grace appear
The hour I first believed.

Through many dangers, toils, and snares
I have already come.
'Tis Grace hath brought me safe thus far
And Grace will lead me home.

The Lord has promised good to me.
His Word my hope secures.
He will my shield and portion be
As long as life endures.

When we've been there ten thousand years
Bright shining as the sun,
We've no less days to sing God's praise
Than when we'd first begun

The word amazing means- Inspiring, awe! The word grace means- "God's grace is manifested in the salvation of sinners. Salvation just what does it mean- the act of delivering from sin or saving from evil.

Friends I have in my lifetime, seen demon possessed men and women break down and cry out to the words of this song when sang. I have seen rich, (not wealthy), men crumble at its verses. I have seen sinners such as I break down and cry like babies. What causes this is none other than the grace of GOD being manifested through His Son, Jesus Christ. The only way to get to grace is as Jesus spoke.

John 6:44 says the following- No man can come to me, except the Father which hath sent me draw him: and I will raise him up at the last day. A lot of people don't believe there is a God, or believe in His Son Jesus, mostly because we live in a material world, it has been for hundreds of year. There are those who worship the sun and moon, some worship Buddha, Isis, cows, trees, and so on. As I was saying a lot of people don't believe in God, Because they cant see, hear and feel him. A lot don't believe in Him because of things that happen in the world there is a time for everything. I want everyone to know that what I write about Christianity is my belief and in no way trying to change anyone's beliefs or religion, or judging anyone.

We have thousands of churches in the United States, as also in the world, and I speak this by permission, as did Paul in 1 Corinthians 7:6, when he said, "I speak this by permission and not by commandment". But about, (and I say about), 1/2 the people or brethren in the church are there just taking up space.Were you can go to the alter a sinner and leave a sinner. GOD knows all things, its just that simple. And I am not being judgmental, just stating facts, but that will be okay, GOD will sort it out at the end. Because what the bible says, No one can come to Jesus lest the spirit OF THE FATHER draws him. It is by GOD's AMAZING GRACE that any one is saved.

2 Corinthians 12:9- And he said unto me, My grace is sufficient for thee: for my strength is made perfect in weakness. Most gladly therefore will I rather glory in my infirmities, that the power of Christ may rest upon me. The song speaks of great strength of proportions within this song is everything GOD said he would do once you are saved. We added the picture of Jesus carrying the cross, to some it means nothing but to a lot it means everything. THE day they hung Him on the Cross He hoisted the weight of the world on his shoulders. Jesus spoke and said my grace is sufficient that once you except my grace I will help you with your troubles. No where in the word of GOD does it ever say it would be easy, there will be days, trials and temptations, not even a promise of things on a silver platter. A lot of people give up before He even has a chance to help out.

JAMES 1:2-4 [2] My brethren, count it all joy when ye fall into divers temptations; [3] Knowing this, that the trying of your faith worketh patience. [4] But let patience have her perfect work, that ye may be perfect and entire, wanting nothing. The scripture is pretty self explanatory, (or instructive), that when we are faced with trials and temptations, that when you come through them you will be stronger and wanting nothing, He will provide your needs. It's His AMAZING Grace once again, His Awesome Grace.

Amazing Grace tells what goes on once one has found Jesus as their Lord and Savior. Like we said earlier, he never said anything about being a child of God would be easy, (He never said it) but those who goes through the trials and temptations, will be stronger for it.

The day I found Jesus as my savior was a day that the cares that I had became irrelevant, the things I was guilty of didn't matter anymore. I was pardoned my sin. Thank you GOD for your Grace that set me free. I will pray Lord that in the days to come in all of our troublesome times ahead keep us under the shelter of your wing. Lord and I understand that I must come before the throne of Grace everyday to be forgiven my daily sins. Friends, Christ still carries the weight today. Hasn't nothing changed. Find his Grace while He is still near.

Friends it will only be by the Grace of GOD, that any will be when Christ comes back. The Bible tells us that it is not GOD's will that any should perish, but all come to find Christ as their savior. His grace will be forever. Let us pray for one another and others that they may find GOD's grace. Amen.

until again
jesseb's anything goes.

Shalom and Peace to Israel

Let's put the (PROUD) back in America

2009-03-06T10:51:00.014-06:00

Hello out there is anyone home?

I have often started my blogs, with living in a fast paced world.
Well today it's a fast paced world still, but things are slowing down, with the world economy the way it is it's sad. Companies that were worth $300 billion dollars in 2007, aren't worth 5.6 billion today. I have blamed it on too highly paid, (hundreds of thousands and even millions), leaders. Don't get me wrong, I feel the same way about athletes being over paid, and yes the CEOs are too. But I can't just blame it on the execs. anymore, it may have started there, but changing times and circumstances have changed. America, the once great economic leader is now barely holding that honor.

But America being the land of the free, we have let everybody come into this country and buy everything. From buying up property, (motels, convenience stores, multi-million dollar corporations). This once proud America DOESN'T BELONG to America any more. It just irked my butt the other day when I saw Mr. Secretary of State, Clinton, in China talking to China about America. Crap people, all she is doing is inviting them to buy up the rest of America. Which has been foretold from days of old. It is my belief that America has more terrorists than there is abroad. I am not saying the multitude of gangs here, but literal terrorists, who are lying in wait for their next chance. People 911 will be considered minute compared to what's gonna happen. Heck, Bible scholars will tell you. One preacher you can trust to tell you the truth is John Hagee, God has shown him through the spirit and study.

I am a full blooded 100% red blooded born American. I used to think about how bad the communist countries had it but what the president is doing is leading us there even faster, (check out his hidden agenda of his stimulus bill). We've been heading there, (communism), for the last 20 years at least. What has happened is Americans have abandoned America by taking business overseas, leaving millions without work. I think, and it's only my thinking, that we should boycott the fatted calves and let them know that until they bring business back to the American people we will not buy from them. And stick to it! The AFL-CIO needs to be done away with, and all these puny little so called unions that are bleeding American workers dry, with promises they will be there if you need them, and come to find out they can't and won't do crap.

Friends, we can no longer blame anything on the ILLEGAL ALIENS coming here taking jobs. All the jobs being lost far out number the amount of illegals here in this country. Yeah, we gripe about them working for cheap labor. Why should we gripe, most Americans won't work for less than $15 to $20 an hour starting out. If you can't work for less don't bitch about the foreigners here. I ain't saying it's right but I ain't saying it's wrong either.

One of the reasons our economy is in the shape it is, is because Americans wont buy American made products, but will buy from countries that sell tainted food, bad meat, toy products with un-godly amounts of lead. They say they have it fixed, and I would almost believe the way the world is today, they've found a way to cover it up and it's still happening. I will piss off a lot of people with this statement, but, most of America and Americans have sold out.

The American economy indeed needs a shot in the arm all right and I have the needles:
GM #1 in sales for over 100 years to be out sold by Toyota, freaken' sad. I believe that GM AND FORD should merge and keep them American owned. Notice I didn't say American made, MOST OF THE PARTS are made overseas, bring those jobs back to America too and let those countries worry about their own economy.

America the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan are not what's wrong with America, AMERICA is our problem. We have lost our standards, heart, and pride. We need to stand up and be Americans again, WRITE Senators, Congressmen, the President, that they need to quickly pass a bill allowing all foreign made cars and trucks sold in America to be limited to 25,000 per year. If they regulate them, that means they will have to raise their prices so buying American wouldn't be so bad. NEXT "shot" have the Government buy all energy producing companies there is, and set straight across the board rates for all home owners equally. AND WHEN they buy out the energy companies, give them the very bottom dollar, for bleeding the people of America for year's.

America I know it may sound like I'm hitting on the bong, but I'm not. We have all the outlets to where we can come and vent about things in our lives, whether it be the economy, our love life, our ex's, finances, how to make money on line, etc. The world the way it is, isn't good and things will be what they will be, but it doesn't mean we have to crawl in a hole, do the ostrich thing by burying our head. We as the people of America need to bring some of the proud back to America, BECAUSE, whether you want to hear it or not, the government really don't care as much as you think. Americans need to help America first, then help everyone else. BAIL OUT America ,before inviting/allowing other countries to finish buying us.

Well I've set here and wrote more babble about America, and some would say if you don't like it here leave. Well there is no place I could go that isn't already the way America is headed.

Let's put the PROUD back in America.

well until next time Bye
jesseb's anything goes.

Shalom and Peace to Israel

Mouth is engaged, lips are moving,

2009-03-05T08:10:00.014-06:00

I know we have all been doing something like driving down the road and seen a couple talking or yelling at each other, or driving by a house and see the same thing, I am not one who can read lips but I can tell you when their in deep discussion. I see their mouths engaged and lips moving but can't hear the blah blah blah cause the windows rolled up.

I can always tell when someone is talking about me. There's an old saying when someone is talking about you, your ears will be burning. But are they really talking about me, or is it a guilty conscience, or what? Hey over there, I can feel your lips moving but I can't hear your blah, blah, blah.

Its like again, cruising down the road and you're in a hurry and the car in front of you is either slow or won't move at a the damn stop sign/traffic light, arrrrrrr, that chaps my butt. Then you curse their sorry butts and your wife is setting there, saying that's enough of that, or that wasn't necessary. Hey you in the passenger seat, I see your is mouth engaged and your lips moving but all I hear is blah, blah, blah. Do you wanna drive this beast?

Then again driving down the road, and there are some kids with their hats turned backwards and the buttocks of their pants is dragging the ground, is it that they think their cute showing their assets, humm, and your window is rolled up, and they throw you the bird and mouth off something foul, and you raise your hand saying, "what, what, hey you, I see your finger but I can't hear your blah blah blah.

It's like having a cell phone, and calling home on speaker phone and your wife answers, and the first thing she says is, what you doing? (working duh), or you stop with the friends for a beer and she ask, where are you? (drinking duh). You should of been home an hour ago. And your friends hear it, so to save face, you tell her, I hear blah blah blah and I can even hear your lips flappin'.

Its like having a road rage attitude, and your about to pass a car and it seems their stareing at you, and you blurt out an obscenity at them, then you look into the rear view mirror and see brakes lights, and first reaction is, oh shit, disengage mouth, shut lips and drive like hell to get away.

The best way to avoid all the blah blah blah, is not to say anothing at all.

Thanks again jesseb's anything goes.

Shalom and Peace to Isreal